Cat's Chats

Two Fairies and a Lego...

2009-11-07T16:33:00.002-06:00

There is so much to catch up on that I cannot possible write it all or post all the pictures. So I will start with Halloween and over the next week or so, attempt to post some things that have happened in our household lately.

So for halloween, the girls were both sugar plum fairies and Charlie was a blue lego. Dave made the Lego costume and did a wonderful job!

And of course Dave had to have his fun, too!!

The Curse of Facebook

2009-08-10T12:09:00.002-06:00

Ok- so I have been posting a lot on Facebook lately and not so much here as you may have noticed. Or have you? I am aware that there is a possibility that Facebook is the new blog. Does anyone blog anymore? I am behind and plan to begin again now that the new schoolyear is looming. But is anyone really interested? Or is it just quicker to Facebook or Tweet (which I refuse to do!)? So I guess here is my test.

IF YOU READ MY BLOG, OR PLAN TO READ MY BLOG TO CONTINUE TO LEARN ABOUT THE LIVES OF OUR FAMILY, PLEASE LEAVE ME A COMMENT.

This way, I will know if I need to continue this blog, or retire it. Thanks for you cooperation!!

In search of the Perfect (Maxi) Dress...

2009-06-26T18:59:00.002-06:00

What is it about dresses? It's almost like shopping for jeans- it is impossible to find the Perfect Dress. I have a huge affection for the new Maxi dresses. I have always loved long dresses and skirts- even though they pretty much went out of style recently. But ahhhhh- the Maxi dress. The problem? Most of them are NOT what you would call modest. Am I just too old fashioned? (Here comes my soapbox.) Why is it that most dresses and even tops are so revealing? I would never have considered showing my bra straps, or wearing a strapless top or dress when I was growing up. Now it seems this is even allowed in schools- along with too-short hems and shorts. What happened to modesty? What happened to parents who teach modesty? I know that I am a pastor's wife and cannot wear too revealing dresses to church, but that also means I shouldn't wear them at all. And I don't want to. I don't want men looking at my bra straps or thinking I am showing too much skin. But young girls are doing this daily (and so are their mothers!). I can barely even find shorts for my 4-year-old that aren't too short- or booty shorts. This is disturbing to me. Even dresses at her age are revealing, but it seems more okay at her age.

Today I was shopping and trying on dresses. I thought maybe I would get one if I found the Perfect Dress. I don't know how many I tried on, but it was far too many. They were either too low cut, or not bra-friendly. Granted, my 30-something body is no longer a size 4, and my 3-babies-used boobs are not where they used to be, but come on!! Is it too much to ask for a cute dress that actually covers everything it should? I can already tell it will be a battle to teach my girls modesty when I can barely find them clothes to fit the bill.

Ok. I'm off my soapbox. For now.

Catching Up

2009-06-12T14:56:00.005-06:00

I know I have a lot of catching up to do again, but first I must start with one of the biggest things that has happened to us in the past few weeks. Our sweet little dog, Ashley was hit by a car and has gone to doggie heaven. Our family was crushed. She was such a sweet puppy and one of her favorite things to do was roam the neighborhood and chase cars. We have been told by our neighbors that they loved getting to visit with her and pet her whenever she came around, and that she became known as the neighborhood dog. I guess we find solace in knowing she died doing what she loved. Explaining this to your young children, however, is horrible. My kids seem already to have suffered a lot of loss in their lives, and this one was very close to their hearts. They still talk about her all the time, and how much they miss her. We buried her with a little ceremony in the backyard and placed a large rock there to remember her by. The kids always go out to check on Ashley's rock. It breaks my heart to see them go through such sadness at such a young age. In fact, while Charlie seems to hold his thoughts in some, Madeline has now reverted to telling me often that she is sad about Goldie (our 1st fish), Dory (our last fish), Ms. Debbie, Uncle Louis, Win and Ashley. Oh, my aching heart! So here are a few pics of when we first got Ashley.
Madeline also adds to the list above that she is sad about Hope. Here is why. We found out on the SAME DAY that Ashley died that our very best friends in Nocona, the Ratliffs, are moving. Russell has taken a new job coaching in Pottsboro and they will be leaving this summer. Dave and I refused to tell the kids that day- Hope has always been Charlie's girlfriend, and we have spent time together almost daily for the last year or so. It will be a huge loss in their lives. (And mine!!!) Mandy and I have gotten to be wonderful friends at a time when I didn't really have someone in that position here in Nocona. She has been my go-to person, the one I can always count on at church and confide in as a Pastor's wife. We began homeschooling at the same time, and even Dave and Russell have been great friends. It is difficult to find COUPLES that you can be such good friends with. Usually it's the wife's friend or the husband's friend and the others just tag along. So we told the kids a few days later, and now we are all dreading next month when the move will take place. But we wish them well, as we all know it is a God-thing. Russell will have a better position and be able to spend more time at home with his family. And it is only a little over an hour away.

We have just finished a week of Vacation Bible School at another Baptist church here in Nocona, and the kids had great fun. I was actually recruited to help out- pretty funny seeing as that I'm the Pastor's wife of the other Baptish church in town! But I loved it and it was so great to know that we can all act together as God's church instead of "this church" or "that church." It was very eye-opening for me and may have even led to God laying on my heart the need for children's ministry to "take off" a little at our own church this summer. You know me- I can't seem to not have a project in the works!! Speaking of, my Summer Dance Workshop is next week. Pray that I will have a good turnout!!

Charlie just had his first ever real sleep-over last night. The couple that lives behind us has a grandson that is a littlw older than Charlie but they always play together whenever he comes to visit. So last night Charlie ate dinner there and then came back to ask to spend the night. Dave's comment as we sent him out the back door was "we're old." And Charlie continues to grow up uncontrollably.

Madeline is looking forward to homeschooling and also her birthday this month. We are trying to put together a pool party for her, but aren't sure of the specifics. She is about the worst decision maker I know- besides myself!! I have had the hardest time getting her to decide on a party. But she can't wait to turn five!! She is also reading now which blows my mind. She's not a baby anymore!

Caroline is a babbler! She has so much to say and it is so funny to watch. She even gets her hands involved and just goes at it! Unfortunately, there are no real words, but she's got a lot on her mind! The only word we have gotten so far is "Pee-Pie!" I'll take it though! We have discovered that she has Sleep Apnea and we are going to see an Ear, Nose, and Throat specialist in Dallas next month. My guess is a Tonsilectomy/Adnoidectomy. Makes me sick to think about!! But she can snore like a train and sometimes I wonder if she can even get a full breath. So please be in prayer for her.

I will update more and with pictures soon.

Missing my Hubby...Remembering Debbie

2009-05-16T19:45:00.003-06:00

So this weekend my sweet Daviss in in the Virgin Islands. St. Croix to be exact. And of course, my Angel Baby Caroline could just not permit me to go along- not to mention my fear of flying (an understatement). The reason he is there is to officiate the beach destination wedding of our Miss Debbie's daughter, Ashley. It hurts my heart to not be there, but I know that she is having a wonderful wedding and I am so happy for her.

Missing my hubby to me means that things just aren't quite the same here without him. My world seems to be slightly off-kilter. Food doesn't taste the same, TV isn't as fun to watch, I don't sleep as well, I don't get very much adult conversation, and I have no one to turn to and say, "It's YOUR turn," when the kids are yelling and fighting yet again. As some of you know, this particular time has been much worse than before when he has been gone, and God has chosen for some reason to test me in ways that I didn't think I was prepared for. But I was wrong. I have learned that God has His own plans and who am I to argue? Bottom line is that while sometimes it is nice to have some time to myself in my marrriage, it is even better to be with my hubby.

As for remembering Debbie, I had a wonderful dream last night which was the night before Ashley's wedding. I walked into a room and there was Debbie as alive as ever staring at me. I ran to her and we held each other and sobbed and sobbed. I cannot tell you how real this dream was. I could see her, feel her, smell her, and hear her telling me she loved me. I showed her our Angel Baby Caroline and we talked and I realized that she hadn't died at all, but had gone away so that her loved ones wouldn't have to see her suffer. I woke up soon after and of course realized it wasn't real, but I still feel like God gave me a glimpse of her- my "fix" I guess. I had been praying the last few days for something to happen for Ashley while she was in St. Croix. I hope she has felt Debbie's presence the way I did. I know Debbie is smiling down on her as proud as she can be.

All About Mom

2009-05-11T11:22:00.003-06:00

This is a questionairre I found on my friend, Sally's blog a few months ago. I thought it was appropriate for Mother's Day. So I sat down with my kids and asked them these questions about their mom. My thoughts are in the parenthesis after theirs.

What is one thing Mom always says to you?
Charlie- You ask me to take care of Caroline.
Madeline- I Love You.

What makes Mom happy?
C- If I clean my room.
M- Giving you a flower.

What makes Mom sad?
C- If I don't clean my room.
M- Not giving you anything.

What makes Mom laugh?
C- When I tickle you.
M- Tickling you.

What was Mom like as a child?
C- I don't know, I wasn't even born yet!
M- With curly hair. (umm.. nope)

What is Mom's favorite thing to do?
C- Take pictures.
M- Picking flowers for me.

What does Mom do when you're not around?
C- Watch TV. (unfortunately one of my vices.)
M- Clean the dishes.

If Mom were famous, what would it be for?
C- Taking pictures. (He hates taking pictures, can you tell?)
M- A rock star. (wow)

What is Mom good at?
C- Taking care of Caroline. (awww!)
M- Playing the computer.

What is Mom not very good at?
C- Doing school with me. (Yikes! Gimme a break- it's only our first year!)
M- Not buying a pet horse. (!!!)

What does Mom do for a job?
C- Doing school with me.
M- Cutting my hair.
(If only I COULD get paid for these!)

What is Mom's favorite food?
C- Your strawberry cereal. (Special K)
M- Strawberries. (This is really her fave. My fave? Chocolate and Italian.)

Why are you proud of your Mom?
C-You're the greatest Mom! (awwwww again!)
M- Cleaning the whole house. (yikes again!)

If Mom were a cartoon character, who would she be?
C- Gwen on Ben 10 Alien Force. She has orange hair and a pink force field. (Wouldn't that be cool?)
M-A rock star.

What do you and Mom like to do together?
C- School. (I feel better now.)
M- Putting dirty clothes in the washer.

How are you and Mom the same?
C- We love each other the same amount.
M- Our feet. (God, please don't let her get my feet!)

How are you and Mom different?
C-You're older than me.
M-I don't have the same shirt as you.

What is Mom's favorite place to go?
C- Hope's house to see Miss Mandy. (Probably true- also Starbuck's and Children's Place)
M- Dairy Queen and Tres Ninos.

How do you know Mom loves you?
C- You always hug me.
M- You help my boo boo feel better.
(more awwws!)

Out of the mouths of babes.

Mini-Me

2009-05-06T18:05:00.002-06:00

I dance; she dances.

I brush my hair; she rubs her head.

I play peek-a-boo; she plays peek-a-boo.

I blow a kiss; she blows a kiss.

I put on my shoes; she gets her shoes.

I shake out a shirt to fold; she shakes a shirt.

I yell at the kids; she tells 'em too.

I sing the Barney Raindrop song; she sings the "Ah's."

I read a book; she "reads" a book.

I write; she tries to write.

I laugh; she laughs.

I cuddle; she cuddles.

I love; she loves.

Miracles without end.

Thank You, Lord.

Louis Boyd

2009-04-24T10:53:00.002-06:00

Dave's uncle, Louis Boyd, has passed away. Thankfully, he is with his Savior and is well and free from pain. His suffering is over and now he can simply rest and worship Jesus for eternity. Dave is traveling to Baton Rouge today for the funeral which is on Sunday. Dave's mom and step-dad, father, sister, and aunt and uncle and their families are also traveling from Florida. Please be in prayer for them as well as for Shela and Travis and Louis's parents as they lay Louis to rest and celebrate his life. And be sure to tell someone today how much you love them.

As I write, my children are bringing me flowers from outside. It seems fitting, doesn't it? No matter how angry I get at them, or how crazy they make me sometimes, my love for them is unconditional and unending. I cannot imagine losing a child at any age. It is something no one should have to endure- it isn't natural in the circle of life. And yet it happens. And someday, they will be someone's aunts and uncle, mothers and father, and prayerfully, grandparents. We seem to take family for granted until they are gone. I am reminded that even though I didn't know Louis very well, he still had an impact on my life. He was an amazing godly man, and he was so funny. He was wise and was always ready with advice for Dave in his ministry. And Shela is such a wonderful Pastor's wife. I have always been inspired by her devotion to him, which was unwavering in the end. She handled his plight with such dignity and faith (as did he), that I wonder if I would have in her shoes. It is tragic for such a life to end, no matter how prepared we all were. And Travis is now a minister as well, no doubt inspired by his dad. Rest well, Uncle Louis.

Prayer for Louis

2009-04-20T20:08:00.003-06:00

Dave's Uncle Louis has been fighting cancer for about 8 years. Two weeks ago, Hospice was called in and all treatments for the cancer ceased. They are trying to make him comfortable and manage his pain. This is a place the family did not want to be, but God has seen fit with His will. Please pray for his wife, Shela and his son, Travis as they cope with the reality they are now facing. Pray that Louis will not suffer, and for peace and comfort for his family. Dave's grandparents, Louis' parents, are also not in the greatest of health and are traveling to Baton Rouge to see Louis. Pray for comfort for their hearts, and that these days would not hurt them physically. Also for the rest of the family- Dianne, Louis' sister and Dave's mother, and Louis' other brother Lee and other sister Marilynn. Thank you in advance for your prayers.

Sweet Caroline is One

2009-04-18T09:10:00.000-06:00

Happy Easter!

2009-04-14T18:02:00.001-06:00

Here are the Woodbury Easter Bunnies:

And this little bunny fell asleep before picture taking was over!!

"Nummies" a.k.a. "Num-Nums."

2009-04-13T09:57:00.002-06:00

For any guys who may be reading my blog (wow- thanks!), this post may be TMI and you may want to skip it!!

I have been again blown away by the entire process of nursing. That is, breastfeeding. This has happened to me from time to time during the years I have been nursing my babies. And every time, I am amazed at how my body works to feed and nourish them, soothe them, help them sleep, and bond with me. Not to mention the health benefits. Now, hear me, I am not saying that if you chose to bottle-feed, you are less of a mother, or that you have less of a bond with your baby, this has just been the right choice for us. Also hear me, I am a serious advocate for nursing, and I believe that every mother should at least give it a chance. If for no other fact than that it is the healthiest choice for infants (this not my opinion, but the recommendation of the AAP).

That being said, here are my thoughts. At first, I didn't want to breastfeed. I thought it was kinda gross, and I didn't want to have to be stuck in a room nursing while everyone else was together having fun in the other room. I also wanted other people to be able to bond with my baby by feeding him. And then I met some people who felt the way I do now about breasfeeding. And I began to think about it. And then my body did something amazing while I was pregnant. It prepared itself for nursing. God actually made my body for that purpose! My breasts got larger and tender, which was a nuisance at first. But then I began leaking milk, or at least, colostrum. WOW! I felt so empowered by God to nourish my son! At that point, there was no question in my mind that I would breastfeed him. And the research on the health benefits for mother and baby only solidified my choice.

Yes, it hurt. A lot. I remember crying as I fed him, and having serious scabs on my nipples. But that passed and then it was amazing. To see him go from crying and being hungry to completely relaxed simply from latching on to my breast was an incredible moment! I did that! God made my body to do that! And an infant's eye sight at birth is only as far as the distance from my breast to my eyes. What a time of bonding it was for us. And with my two girls as well. Then I researched extended breastfeeding. The latest research I can find is that while 74% of women attempt breastfeeding in the hospital, only 21% are still nursing at one year. I am in that category at this point. And I am making no attempt to wean. Charlie nursed for 14 months, only weaning because my milk changed during my pregnancy with Madeline. Madeline (are you sitting down?) nursed until she was 4. Yes 4. She only weaned after Caroline was born because I felt like it was time for her. She would still be nursing if I let her, and she still asks for "Num-Num's" from time to time (now we call them "Nummies"). And yes, I nursed them both for a while. This means that except for a short time while pregnant with Madeline, I have been nursing continually for over 7 years.

The health benefits apply even more the longer you nurse, for instance, fewer sicknesses for the baby, and lowering my chances for breast cancer. My mother had breast cancer, so this was a no-brainer for me. But I wouldn't have stopped even if there were no health benefits at all. I cannot explain in words the closeness I feel with my kids. The best feeling in the world is looking down into their eyes while they are nursing. Knowing that I am doing the most healthy thing for them I can do, and that we are as close as we can be to each other is such an incredible feeling. I will sit there at times and just thank God that we have this time together. And I don't want it to end. It makes me sad to think that at some point, Caroline will wean. At some point, I will be finished with breastfeeding forever. I will need to mourn that loss.

My friend Mandy told me yesterday of a story she heard about the actress Salma Hayek. While on a goodwill trip to Africa, she nursed a one week old baby whose mother had no milk. He instantly stopped crying and fed. What an amazing opportunity! I am a little jealous!

So as for my initial concerns about breastfeeding,, I have found that it is most certainly not gross, and I don't feel that I have ever missed out on anything that really mattered more than the task at hand. And while at first I was nervous, I no longer have any qualms about breastfeeding in public. I have learned to be very discreet. And I am proud when I see others doing the same. So those are my thoughts, for what they're worth. They are probably more for my own posterity than for your reading pleasure, but I just thought I'd share. And finally, one last sweet moment between Caroline and me while in the hospital. (Again, men, beware!) Could there be anything sweeter?

Sweet Aromas

2009-04-07T17:22:00.002-06:00

I have started going to the site in the margin- Like A Warm Cup of Coffee. I thought it sounded good- I could have a warm cup of coffee almost any time, couldn't you? It is a devotional site that I found on someone's blog. Anyway, Monday it had a post of 1o Ways to Add Life to Your Home. It was really neat, but one of the replies to it REALLY had me thinking. You can find it here. Please take time to read it- it isn't long. It has really inspired me to prayerfully consider my attitude in my house as a mom. What exactly are my kids "smelling?"

New Car Seat

2009-03-25T11:34:00.001-06:00

It's actually not new, just on it's third time around. But she seems to like it.

"Not enough hours in the day..."

2009-03-17T10:56:00.004-06:00

How many times have I heard that one? And I never realized how true this one little saying was until I had kids. Funny how when I was a pre-teen, I couldn't WAIT to be in high school. The time couldn't pass fast enough. And then when I was in college, I couldn't WAIT to get married. Again, it seemed it would never happen. And then when I got married, I couldn't WAIT to get pregnant. We needed to work on our marriage first, but again, a "couple of years" seemed an eternity (not because of you, Dear)! And then ah! The glorious day of finding out I was pregnant! And 9 months seemed like it would NEVER come! Then BAM! Charlie was here and time seemed to snap into warp speed! All of a sudden he was crawling, walking, talking, and then Madeline was here, then Caroline, etc. etc. etc.

So now I really know the meaning of not having enough hours in the day. I'm not complaining about having kids, mind you, but it seems like some things just never get done. Will I always have this "feeling" that something is left undone? That something needs my attention (besides my kids) and I just can't quite get to it? This begs the question- What would I do with just one more hour in the day? Now for me, one more hour wouldn't cut it. It would have to be more like three or four because if I only have one hour, I won't even get started! So here is my list of things I would do with more hours in the day:

Clean out all closets
Clean out and organize the laundry room
Clean out the garage
Make a bulletin board for Madeline's room
Make hair clips for the girls
Paint hanging pegs for Madeline's room
Clean out my jewelry cabinet
Make a bulletin board for the church
Make drapes for the church nursery
Clean out our endless toys
Clean out just about every cabinet in our home
Teach Charlie to tie his shoes and ride a bike (I know- Slacker Mom!)
Organize the pictures on my computer
Make a collage of Caroline's body parts (you know, hands, feet, tummy, nose,etc.)
Get back in touch with a friend in Alabama who called me before the holidays
Read more books
Research homeschooling more
Scrapbook! Scrapbook! Scrapbook!

What would you do with more hours in your day??

A few more updates...

2009-03-16T19:35:00.004-06:00

Highlights from Caroline's First birthday party:

The Birthday Princess

A Gift From Mom and Dad

Mom's Attempt at a Homemade cake.

"What's this stuff?"

Make a Wish!

"Let's taste this stuff!"

"Mmmmmm, Yummy!"

Scrap-When??

2009-03-12T15:48:00.005-06:00

As it explains in my Title for my blog- I am indeed a Scrapbooker. Or at least I was at one time in my life. Before Charlie turned one, I decided it would be neat to have his first year scrapbook on display at his party. So for four months leading up to the big day, I did NOTHING but scrapbook. I worked and worked and worked. Often to the detriment of my house and sometimes my sweet fussing Charlie himself. But-- I did it!! I had that book finished and proudly on display at his first birthday party.

And then I thought I'd take a little break. After all, we hadn't seen the top of our kitchen table in months, I was seeing a way to cut and decorate almost EVERY surface and design I came across, I would lie in bed at night and search my mind for a way to finish that one page, and I needed more adult conversation. Maybe I'd read a book. Just think of what I could do with all those hours!

It is now almost 6 years later. And except for a few special projects here and there- for other people- I have yet to pick up the hobby I am so incredible passionate about. Get this- I am now 6 years behind on Charlie's books, almost 5 years behind on Madeline's books (not even having begun), and of couse one year behind on Caroline's. Oh, there were a few pages of Charlie's second year, and the beginning of one of Madeline's baby showers, but THAT'S IT! And every summer I think- "This is it! I will get out my scrapbooking and I will work all summer and get caught up!" Usually this is interrupted with either guests in our home, trips taken, or impending babies. And with each failed attempt the weight on my shoulders gets heavier and heavier.

It would be different if I were one of those moms that could just put the pictures in photo albums and give them dates and let that be that (no offense, Mandy!). I ALMOST wish I were one of those moms. And there is nothing wrong with being one of those moms- they are certainly under a lot less pressure and stress than I am, not to mention much more organized. But here's the thing. Ever since I was very young, I have loved paper. I used to collect stationary (really- just ask my mom!). I couldn't get enough of it. And then I didn't want to use it all because I liked it so much, so if I got down to the last sheet of it, I would keep it stashed away in a safe place. I would go into paper stores back then and go nuts and want it all. And this was 20-some-odd years ago. So you can only imagine what walking into a scrapbooking store does to me now. There is something about finding the perfect sheet of paper to highlight my precious photos- and did I mention I also collected stickers whe I was little? In books and binders and on folders, and I traded them and horded them. So again, the lure of a scrapbooking store! Not to mention all the other embellishments they have come out with in the last 20 years. I am hopeless!

So when I actually see my precious babes on a page that brings out their personality and tells a story that may not otherwise be told, it is such a treasure. There are things about Charlie's first year that I cannot even remember, but when we break out that book together we have so much joy looking at it together. And someday his wife will have such a treasure (If I can give it up!) And I know that my photos are on archival safe papers and in binders that will keep them their true colors forever. Even my husband must admit it's mice to pull out those books once in a while- and he does!

So here is my pledge. To my family, to my friends, to my kids, to whomever visits our home, and to you who are gracious enought to read my blog- this summer I will have my scrapbooking endeavour out on our dining room table indefinitely. Our meals will be eaten at the kitchen table, guests can use TV trays, and there will be NO impending babies! I will start with the most recent and move backwards from there. I will use all my birthday money for supplies. And I will take any donations of printer ink and picture paper for all the printing of pictures that will ensue. Please keep me accountable!

So in honor of the occasion, here are only a few of my favorites from Charlie's first 6 months book (yes, I had to divide his book into two!) Pardon the flashes and Caroline's hands- that's her saying, "I want my book, too!"

This is my absolute favorite picture of Charlie. And I saw this layout done in a scrapbook magazine. I personalized it with the caption "God's Child" because that is what the frame this picture is in has on italong with the bow.

This is Charlie's first Easter. He was only 4 days old and I was high on painkillers, but I was setermined to go to church. Afterwards, my Sister-in-Law, Sharon put b&w film in her camera and this was the result. Her is what I wrote:

"Easter Blessing"

Even thought you weren't born exactly on Easter, I still consider you my Easter Blessing. Easter has been a special day for me ever since I was a little girl. I always loved getting a new dress and new shoes and feeling so pretty Easter Sunday. That is why it was so important to me that you go to church on your first Easter Sunday. I looked and looked for the perfect Easter outfit for you before you were born and found a baby blue pants set with trains embroidered on it. It also had a cap and blanket to match. Mo and Opa brought it to you for this very special day. It was perfect!

This is my first Mother's Day. The journaling reads, "I couldn't believe that I actually got to celebrate my first Mother's Day. God gave you to us and you made me a mother. I hope that I can always live up to that title. I know I will make mistakes, and I know the day will come that you may not feel as close to me as you do now, but always know you are my son, my firstborn, my "Sweetest Boy," my baby. I love you with all my heart and I always will."

This is a layout of Charlie's great-grandparents, two of which have gone to be with the Lord. Win in the first picture, and Granny in the middle have since passed and never even got to see Caroline. So these pictures are priceless to me.

Don't know if you wanted to have such a long ramblings-on about scrapbooking, but consider it my pledge to continue with my passion. Moms don't make enough time for their own passions do they? So really- keep me accountable!!

Remembering Debbie

2009-03-07T11:29:00.003-06:00

I know I often talk about our sweet friend Debbie. But it's because she is so greatly missed by our family. Thursday was the one year anniversary of her homegoing to the Lord. And so I have to pay homage to her here once again. It's not very often in your life that God places you in the path of someone who personifies His very face. Debbie certainly was such a person. She was such a bright light in our lives, and everything she did and said came from her love for the Lord. When we first met Debbie, she was just on the cusp of finding out she had cancer. And from the very first, she handled every difficulty that came her way with a dignity and a trust in the Lord that I'm not sure I could ever have. She taught me so many things, among them- how to be a prayer warrior. She taught me that prayer is so important and would always tell me she was praying for me. And that I could call her any time and let her know my troubles so that she could pray. I, in turn, learned to pray for her. I am sorry to say that I haven't lived up to her example, but I'm not sure that's possible. She never complained for complaining's sake, she never let it show on her face how much pain she was in or how bad she felt. When she was sick, she said playing with her "babies" made her feel better. When her hair fell out, she showed Charlie and Madeline how her new hair "fell off." When the end came nearer, and I was pregnant with Caroline, she said with certainty that she would "see that baby." And she did. When we would talk about the end, she said she was sad but also excited- "I get to see Jesus!" Grace, Faith, Love, Trust, Dignity. These are the things I think of when I think of Debbie. And of course my selfishness in how very much I miss her. I long to hug her neck and savor her scent. I long to hear an "I love you so much!" I long to see her face light up when she sees my kids, and I long to watch her excitement at watching Caroline's firsts. But God gets to have her now. And I'm jealous. But I know that it's right, and I have Debbie to thank for that as well.

Anniversaries

2009-03-04T21:41:00.002-06:00

Anniversaries are a funny thing. Most of the time when you think of anniversaries, you think of the anniversary of a first kiss, getting engaged, your wedding, beginning a new job, or moving to a new house. But sometimes anniversaries are not of happy things. This week's anniversary is one such anniversary. Today's anniversary is of the day my Angel Baby Caroline met Ms. Debbie. We were released from the hospital Tuesday morning, March 4 and raced over to Hospice to see Debbie. I spoke to her and told her we were there. Her daughter Ashley helped me take Caroline and place her right up against Debbie's cheek and also place Debbie's arms around her so as to "hold" her. Caroline "rooted" on Debbie's cheek and Debbie raised her head in response. Sweet little kisses. We know she knew Caroline was there. She always said she would "see that baby." And the Lord let her live long enough to do just that. It was one of the most beautiful moments of my life. I promised Debbie I would never let Charlie and Madeline forget her, and we would always tell Caroline of her. And that I loved her so much. It was the last time I saw and spoke to her. This day's anniversary, while leading up to Debbie's death, is still a special one because the Lord allowed Debbie to meet Caroline. He always works things for our good, doesn't He?

Sweet Baby Birthdays

2009-03-01T20:48:00.003-06:00

Here is my precious Angel Baby Caroline on her first birthday. I can't believe she is one today. It seems like just yesterday that I gave birth to her. How can a year go by so quickly while so many things happen in that short amount of time? She is such a joy to us and to her brother and sister and our family and friends. She is a cuddler, she laughs, she loves anything with apples in it, and Ritz crackers are her favorite snack. She loves playing Peek-A-Boo, and raising her arms to show us "How big is Caroline?" She crawls at the speed of light when she hears the bath water running, and she loves her paci, blankie and nummies when it's time to sleep. She loves when her brother rolls with her on the floor, and when her sister helps mom sing "If all the raindrops were lemondrops and gumdrops..." She loves to dance and is walking better and better every day- even learning how to walk in shoes now. She loves to stand at the back door and watch through the window as her brother and sister play outside. She loves Baby Einstein and Baby Praise videos, and unfortunately, she loves the toilet. She wants so badly to be included in playing with her brother and sister, sometimes much to their dismay. And today, we discovered that she loves chocolate ice cream.

If only time could slow. If only the minutes would seem more like hours and the hours more like days. When it comes to our kids, it seems that we go through life at warp speed only to find that we feel like we missed it. Have I "stopped to smell the roses" enough over the past year? Can I continue to do that with her, knowing that she is our last baby and that each moment with her is so precious? And when she is older like her brother and sister and the "firsts" are over and the chubbiness is gone, will I still be able to remember her the way she is now, at this very minute? And will I find, as I have with them, that the same exact thing is happening? That I am going through life at warp speed and feeling like I'm missing something? So, Lord, on this Caroline's first birthday, let me never take time with my kids for granted. Help me make each minute count for something. Help me be patient and loving and kind. Help me make memories that will last forever. Help me remember that you have entrusted them to us to make an eternal difference. Use us as parents to help shape them into who you want them to be. And thank you for our three precious babes.

Mom's Beauty Shop

2009-02-07T18:49:00.004-06:00

I know I have a lot of catching up to do- AGAIN- but here is a recent big even in our house. Caroline's first haircut. I hesitated for so long because I could not bring myself to cut those curls. But when the back of her hair is reaching the middle of her back and the hair on top of her head MAY be an inch long- there's a problem. So in order for it to get caught up, I cut it off.

You can see how far down her back it went compared to the rest of her head. Like she had two different heads of hair!!

There! All straight across the bottom! It is actually much thicker now and hopefully will grow into a much better shape. Unfortunately, it made her look older, too!!

"Barack Obama"

2009-01-20T11:47:00.003-06:00

My 4-year-old comes home from Pre-K yesterday and says excitedly, "Mom! Do you know what tomorrow is?" "What?" I ask back just as excitedly. "Someone moves out of the White House, and Barack Obama moves into the White House!"

Yikes! While I probably should have taken time at home with my kids to explain what is going on in our nation, I have not yet done so at any length. So when Madeline came in with this exciting news, I was floored. My 4-year-old jsut said the words "Barack Obama." It just sounded so wierd coming from her. She went on to say that they were going to "watch the movie of it" tomorrow at school. I was also aware that she did not say George Bush's name. So we had a little lesson right there in our kitchen.

It is not lost on me that today is a huge day in the history of our country. The nation has elected the first African-American President. That is such a big deal for so many people. And even though he wouldn't have been MY choice for President, the fact remains that he is now MY President. And as such I am called to pray for him and support him in that role. While it is hard for me to see the excitement on Madeline's face whenever she sees Barack Obama, I cannot let my thoughts and feelings on the subject seep through. I must teach my kids what the Bible teaches us. We are to pray for our leaders.

Turbo School

2009-01-14T20:49:00.002-06:00

Mom: (Excitedly) "Since you and Dad have Super School, you and Mom are going to have "MEGA School!"

Charlie: "Well, actually, me and Dad have Super-Charged Turbo School."

Mom: (Heart sinks)

I guess I knew the day would come when my Sweetest Boy would identify more with his dad, but he's only 6! Do I have to let go so soon? Thankfully "Super-Charged Turbo Dad" was able to convince Charlie that he could have Mega School with Mom. Gee, Thanks!! Sigh.... Letting go little by little over the years ...... This is only the beginning..........

Reflections

2008-12-29T20:33:00.002-06:00

My family and I are in Baton Rouge, LA spending time with Dave's family from Florida. We "met in the middle" so that we could all spend time with Dave's uncle Louis who is battling Cancer. He is unable to travel, but he is in such good spirits. We have had such wonderful visits with him although we are aware of the pain he is in constantly. So much of what he is going through reminds me of what Debbie went through. And just like Debbie, he is doing it with a dignity I'm not sure I could ever muster. As with her, he is such a witness and testimony to everyone around him. It has been amazing to visit with him and to watch him interact with the 6 little cousins.

On that note, I must pay homage to Debbie once again. December 23 would have been her birthday. It was and has been a week of such reflection on her and the inspiration she was in our lives. I know her family and especially Chris and Ashley, her kids, must have had such a hard holiday season without her. Even Madeline and Charlie still speak of her. We have had banana bread (thanks to my Sister-in-Law), and we have discussed how Uncle Louis is sick just as she was. And sometimes Madeline -out of the blue- will remind us again:

Madeline: "Mom, do you know why I'm sad?"
Mom: "Why Baby?"
Madeline: "Because Mrs. Debbie died."
Mom: "I know, Honey. I'm sad, too. But we know that Mrs. Debbie is so happy in Heaven with Jesus. She's not sick anymore. But you know that she loved us very much, right?"
Madeline: "Right."

Fills and breaks my heart at the same time. I really miss her and sometimes the loss feels like it was just yesterday. I think of all the things she is missing out on- my kids growing up, and especially Caroline, whom she will not know and that Caroline will not know her. She misses out on Madeline's dance programs, Charlie's home schooling, Halloween costumes, Christmas dresses and presents, first teeth lost and first teeth coming in, crawling, pulling up, laughs, babbles, and so much more. And at the same time, I know full well that sweet Debbie isn't really missing a thing. She is standing at the feet of Jesus and praising him with an abandon that we can never experience here on earth. She is the true winner here. She is happy, healthy, painless, and nothing else matters except looking into the face of Jesus. My grief is for her presence in my life and in the lives of those she left behind. I miss what she's missing. I want her here for my selfish reasons. And yet I wouldn't ask her to leave where she is for anything.

"But we do not want you to be uninformed, brothers, about those who are asleep, that you may not grieve as others who have no hope."

Happy Birthday and Merry Christmas, Debbie. We love you.

Winter Fun!

2008-12-19T19:40:00.004-06:00

Again, I am behind on my posting. Allow me to catch up!

Caroline tasting lemons- thanks, Dad!

My sweet girls co-sleeping.

Caroline at 8 months-what a ham!

All bundled up for the Christmas parade!

I've always wanted girls I could dress alike.

Playing in Madeline's Frosty hat.

Caroline's first Christmas tree.

I always hang the jungle bells low for the kids.

Our first Gingerbread House. The kids had so much fun- so did I!!

Our friend Hope made one, too!

The Dancing Woodburys

2008-12-19T19:37:00.001-06:00

Send your own ElfYourself eCards

More of Fall...and...TWINS!

2008-11-11T20:33:00.005-06:00

Here are some more updates...

Caroline is old enough to take "Big Girl Baths."

Daddy teaching Caroline to play piano.

Halloween 2008- 2 Pink Poodles and a Blue Jungle Fury Power Ranger

And again, the Three Musketeers- Hope was a cat.

This is "Pink." Madeline named her herself.

This is Caroline ready for the costume contest. She slept right through it.

One more of Caroline... and...

TWINS! Can you believe this? This is Charlie's first Halloween and Caroline's first Halloween. Pretty amazing!

Woodbury Fall

2008-11-08T12:51:00.004-06:00

I know I've been behind, so I'll post a few pics of our happenings this Fall so far...
Rodeo Day at Madeline's Preschool

Dave winning First Place in the County Sesquicentennial

Beard Contest for Most Creative Beard. (There were 4 contestants and

4 categories, but who's counting?)

At the Pumpkin Patch. "Where are all the pumpkins?" you ask.

So did we!!

But we made the best of it!

This is Caroline's first and best friend, MollyRatliff. Now, Caroline has been

dubbed "the bully" already- she likes to take whatever

Molly has. We're waiting for Molly to return fire.

Happy Fall, Y'all!

The whole gang! Charlie, Molly, Hope, Claire, Caroline, and Madeline.

And I have to report that Claire has not had a seizure in over a month!

She is rolling all over the floor and even holding her head up while on her tummy.

Miracle indeed!

The Three Musketeers! These three cannot go a single day without asking

to play together. They have often asked to have sleepovers and even

to live together! And Charlie and Hope will tell you freely that they are

boyfriend and girlfriend! There is never a dull moment when they are together!

Our Happy Family!

"Mama said there'd be days like these..."

2008-10-30T23:19:00.002-06:00

Ok, so I'll admit that not every day is a great day for Homeschooling. As every kid does, Charlie has his moments of defiance and my reaction to these is not always ideal. In his head, he is tired, hungry, thirsty, or just wants to do something else at that time. He gets frustrated when he spells a word incorrectly and wants to give up. He gets overwhelmed when he has to write too many sentences. And we simply do not do enough hands-on activities. In my head, we need to get the schoolwork finished before we play, watch a movie, play computer games, or have Hope over. (Hope is his "girlfriend"- the daughter of our very good friends the Ratliffs, from whom even half a day is far too long to be away.) And so we butt heads at this point and reach an impasse. We end up sitting at the table until the work gets done. I don't give in; he must. And man, can he sit for a long time!

Today was one of those days. I must keep in mind that "Mama said there'd be days like these," and keep on keepin' on. We decided to home school for a number of reasons and one of those was to make school more enjoyable. To have school as a team, as a family, and to have fun in our learning. I know that we are still in the "honeymoon" phase of this new endeavour, and I am sure that it will pass. Tomorrow is a new day and Charlie has assured us that he will do his work with a good attitude. We are confident that we are doing what God called us to do, and so I will seek to find a balance with Charlie, and look for teaching styles to match his learning styles. I will rejoice in the good days and small victories. I will continue to encourage him when he is frustrated and celebrate every word spelled correctly. Pray with us as we work through the struggles and please continue to support us in our decision.

O Happy Day!

2008-10-18T17:28:00.002-06:00

The beard is gone!! But not before creating its own identity on Facebook. And not before winning first Place in the Most Unusual category of the Beard Contest in Nocona. (But we won't tell it there were only 4 categories and 4 entries!) I must say, I am happy to bid farewell to the scruffy, wiry thing, for now I do not have to worry that when I go to kiss my husband, some infantessimal being might jump out at me. We will now also save money on shampoo. And I am reminded, once again, how handsome my husband is! Welcome home, Honey.

Caroline at 6 Months

2008-10-13T21:28:00.006-06:00

What a photo shoot we had at JCPenney! Too many pictures to choose from and Caroline cooperated so well! Go to their site and put in Access Code LTPP0737103314JCP to see them all, but here are a few of my favorites...

And the "Official" 6 Month Picture:

Catching up...

2008-10-11T15:16:00.009-06:00

I haven't posted in a while, so here is a quick catch-up on the Woodburys:

At 6 months old, Caroline weighed 17 lbs. 14 oz. and was 29 inches long. She started solids (scroll down for pics), she was reaching for toys, had gone swimming, grabbed onto things with her mouth, began waking 1-2 times at night (much to my dismay), had tickle spots in er neck and thigh, started pushing up on her hands when on her tummy, blew bubbles and motorboats, played with her toes often, would stick out her tongue and point it, roll it, or babble with it, "da-da-da-da," and "la-la-la-la," copied us as we stuck out or clicked our tongues. All this, but not yet sitting on her own for more than a few seconds. Until...

Sittin' Pretty!

On October 1 at exactly 7 months of age, something just "clicked" for her and she sat for amazingly long periods of time. Now she can sit for over an hour just playing happily and watching everything around her. At least until she sees me! But she is still so content! Even to sit calmly in a car dealership for hours while we are van shopping! Yes, she still wakes up at night, but still not as much as her brother and sister did, and she is a great eater. She eats more than her brother and sister ever did, too!

An update on her head: we went to the neurosurgeon and he says she had Positional Plageocephaly. This is just a big word for a flat head. Ever since babies were to be put on their backs to sleep, there has been an increase in this condition. And we all know what a good sleeper Caroline was, spending gobs of time on her back! Not to worry, he doesn't think the bones in her head are closing prematurely- which would require surgery. We go back at the end of this month to double check.

This picture should be entitled, "5+8= Look what I did, Mom!" That's about how it went. Charlie's tooth was loose for a couple days and one morning during addition flashcards, he popped it out with his tongue. It's the left bottom one. He was so excited. It even bled and he didn't get upset! And the toothfairy was kind- a whole dollar!

We have also taken a couple of field trips recently. The first one was to the Museum disctrict at Fair Park. We One of them was the Science Museum. Here are some of the favorites:

Digging for dinosaur bones

Crawling through a spider web

Blowing HUGE bubbles

And not to be left out, Caroline in a big mouth!

The next day was the Dallas World Aquarium.`Here are a few of those favorites:

Petting fish, turtles, and stingrays

"Talking" with a Manatee

Playing with a Jaguar

Proof that Caroline was there

And a Kodak moment back at home!

So there you have it in a nutshell. I'll post about our second field trip- Homeschool Day at the Zoo with our friend Hope- another day. We have been very busy lately and I will try to be more diligent in the future with my posting. Oh, one more thing...

Isn't He Lovely???

My dear husband has decided to enter the beard contest for our Sesquicentennial celebration in Nocona. He is hoping to go in the "Most Creative" category with the whole Amish look. Until then, we are living with this bushy, wiry, looks-like-things-could-live-in-it mess! You've always wanted me to have an opinion on your facial hair, My Love, and now I do. Next Friday can't come fast enough!!

Homecoming Babes

2008-09-30T18:30:00.003-06:00

Last weekend was Nocona's Homecoming. Of course, with Madeline cheering and Dave the official announcer, we all decided to get in on the action. It didn't help- we lost.

Happy Anniversary, My Sweet Daviss

2008-09-20T17:35:00.006-06:00

Not everyone is blessed enough to wake up to this face every morning!! Ha ha! Yesterday, the 19th of September, marked 10 years of wedded bliss for Dave and me. As we sat eating dinner at Maggiano's in Plano, we could hardly believe that at that moment-7:00PM- ten years ago, we were saying "I do." So much has happened and we have come so far in the last ten years. Three kids, an amazing ministry, a great house, homeschooling, and on and on. God has surely blessed our union and continues to do so.

I am still so in love with you, Daviss, and you still make me happy. You challenge me and love me in ways I never thought I could be loved. I don't know how you do it, but you stick with me through thick and thin, and you seem to find the patience! You are an amazing man of God, a wonderful husband and awesome father. I know how blessed I am to have you in my life and call you mine. God knew exactly what I needed, and He delivered. I only wish every woman could have what I have in you. You love us and take care of us and put us first. Everything you do is for the Lord and for His purpose in your life. You lead and shepherd our church in such wonderful ways and I am proud to say, "That's my husband." I love supporting you and partnering with you in this ministry. I love that we are walking side by side through this journey called life, and I can't imagine it with anyone else but you. I look forward to many more years with you of learning, growing, and loving and I pray that God will continue to bless our marriage. I am excited to see what He has in store for us!

Oh, and as you can see above, my Daviss still makes me laugh!

Don't worry...

2008-09-17T22:11:00.003-06:00

Not that you are. But I know that I have been absent on my blog for a while. This homeschooling thing has taken up time that I wasn't prepared for I guess. Then I teach dance 5 hours a week, have church, choir, AWANA, cheerleading, football games, Bible study, babysitting, playgroup, MOPS, women's ministry, Dr.'s appointments, laundry, dishes, groceries, 4 colds, 2 kids, and oh yeah, a nursing infant in there somewhere. (And poor Dave may get a few minutes during the day.) So as soon as I can catch my breath, I will return to my blog. Hopefully this weekend?? After all, I have a lost first tooth and a six-month-old to report on (sorry for the preposition, Sal!). So while my family and I take two much-needed days off and away together on a mini-vacation, pray for rest and relaxation for us, and for a recharging of my spirit. I must say I am slightly worried that at only 4 weeks into the semester, I already need recharging. But I think once I am used to my routine, all will smooth out! So give me a few more days, and I'll see you on the other side- refreshed and renewed!!

First Tastes

2008-09-01T16:19:00.005-06:00

Happy 6-Month Birthday to our Sweet Caroline! Today was the day of the first taste of big-girl food- cereal! She seemed to take it pretty well, although we got some great expressions from her. I can't believe she is already 6 months old! (I'll post her official 6 month info later this week.)

Waiting for the first meal...

Ready...

Whoa...

What is this stuff??

Ahh, Yummy!

Go Indians!

2008-08-30T09:32:00.003-06:00

Well, Madeline had her first Varsity game last night as a Totem. That is the name for the little bitty cheerleaders that cheer at the games. They go out in the very beginning and do three cheers and then go out again after halftime and do three more. Madeline did well the first time after getting over some nerves about the Indian mascot. Then the second time we had tears. I don't know if she was tired, scared, or what, but at any rate, pretty good for the first game I'd say. Especially since I fully expected her to not do it at all!! I don't know who was more excited though- her or me!

20 Things I Am Right Now

2008-08-27T11:06:00.002-06:00

I have been tagged by my sweet friend, Sally. So here it goes!

1. Hungry
2. Babysitting
3. Tired of the kids fighting
4. Sleepy
5. Loving the baby bouncer
6. Nervous about Homeschooling
7. Hot
8. In love with my baby
9. Listening to my older kids play
10. Loving my husband
11. Missing my BFF Christy
12. Wishing there were more hours in the day
13. Thankful for Baby Einstein
14. Needing to pay bills
15. Wishing I had the body I had before kids
16. Procrastinating my ballet lesson plans
17. Needing another way to make money
18. Warming a bottle for my charge, Isaac
19. Wanting the vacation we haven't gotten
20. Praying for Claire, Dave's uncle Louis, homeschooling, dance, and Caroline's appointment with the doctor next week about her flat head.

Now you try!

First Day of Homeschool

2008-08-26T09:19:00.004-06:00

Wow! I can't believe we are actually homeschooling! To make the first day special, I took Charlie around to the front of the house and got a picture of him in front of his "school." And then one of him at his "desk."

Some of the things we learned the first day were: Psalm 1, diligence, people in other countries and their flags, compound words, number lines, counting by twos, fives and tens, evaporation, and that there is water in the air and clouds. When Dave got home from work and asked how homeschool was, Charlie answered, "Awesome!" He really did well. He was glad to be done at lunchtime and wanted to go to a friend's house. I had to explain that they were still in school!

Here are my thoughts over the past few days:

I really just withdrew my child from school!
What the heck am I doing?
My child missed meeting his new teacher, seeing his new classroom, and seeing what friends are in his new class.
What do I do for P.E.?
This was really quick! We're done by noon!
How can my child be playing while the other kids are still in school?
How can this homeschool thing really be legal?
Can I really look at a magazine while my child is doing copywork?
This is a lot for him to learn in one day.
Is it lunchtime yet?
I will get to know Charlie so much more.
We are a team.
What a blessing for God to give us this opportunity!

3 Days and Counting!

2008-08-26T09:12:00.002-06:00

Mandy and Russell arrived back in town Sunday night with Claire, and while they are very tired, they are glad to be home. The latest on Claire is that they are giving her a 3-month long steroid treatment to stop the seizures. The idea is that if they can stop the seizures, her brain can then use that energy to develop her body and hopefully she will eventually be able to walk and talk. The treatment is in the form of injections that Mandy and Russell have to give her so pray for them as they take on this difficult task. Also, the treatment is very expensive- as Mandy put it, "like several new cars expensive." The blessing is that the insurance is covering it 100%! God is so good! But the biggest blessing of all is that Claire has not had a seizure since Friday! 3 days and counting! Thank you for all your prayers, and continue to pray with us for this sweet little girl.

Update on Claire

2008-08-19T09:36:00.002-06:00

Mandy and Russell let us know they are in Minnesota and have done Claire's first test. It was an all-day test yesterday and they have today off. We are praying for rest for them and for an enjoyable day before more tests tomorrow. The doctors seem hopeful and that is already an answer to prayer.

Prayer for Claire

2008-08-16T07:56:00.004-06:00

We have very good friends named Mandy and Russell. Their middle of three daughters is named Claire. Claire is two years old and has been diagnosed with Epilepsy. She has many seizures and cannot walk or talk, but she has her way of communicating. She has come so far over the last year and a half. She is such a joy to everyone she meets and has affectionately become known as "Clairebear." As I write this, Mandy, Russell and Claire are on their way to the Mayo Clinic in Minnesota. God is so good to have worked this trip out for them so that they can have Claire seen by the best doctors. Please pray with us for them:

For safety in all their driving.

For Claire as she will have many tests over this next week.

That the doctors would see from her what they need to see to help her.

For the doctors who will be helping her.

For God's will concerning any further diagnosis and treatments.

For calm hearts for Mandy and Russell.

We are all of course, praying for a miracle and that there will be something that can help Claire. We also know that it could be God's will to keep her as she is. Either way, she is a gift from God and we all love her dearly. I will post updates as I get them. Thank you for your prayers.

2008-08-09T11:21:00.003-06:00

What is a Hot Spot?
A Hot Spot is an area, when left unattended will gradually take over. My favorite analogy is of a hot spot in a forest fire, if left alone it will eventually get out of hand and burn up the whole forest. This is what happens in our homes. If left unattended, the hot spot will grow and take over the whole room as well as making the house look awful. When you walk into a room, the hot spot is the first thing you see. Your eyes are locked on it. Over the years my hot spot has migrated. As a child it was a chair in my bedroom. I would pile it to the ceiling. Right now I have two hot spots in my home: the dining room table and the bed in the extra bedroom. The dining room table is a staging area. We put the unopened mail there, as well as any thing that needs to go to the basement. Some times you cannot see the top of the table. This is the first thing I see when I walk into the kitchen. Granted, the pile has only been there since last night, but if I don't deal with it first thing in the morning, it will collect many more items by evening. CLUTTER ATTRACTS CLUTTER. The Bed in the extra bed room is just the same. I use it as a place to put things that don't have a home. Do you have areas like this that continue to grow if left alone? Does the rest of the family see this as a place to put things when they do not want to put them where they belong? It is our job to NIP this in the bud. Get rid of that pile, find the surface underneath, and stop the Hot Spot from becoming a raging Clutter inferno! - FlyLady

Today's Baby Step is a good one for me. The two biggest Hot Spots for me are the dining room table and the corner of the kitchen cabinet. Everything gets dropped on the dining room table, including the baby! (That's where her car seat lives!) Anyway, then my "pile" accumulates on the corner of the kitchen cabinet of things that need my immediate attention. And boy, do they get out of hand quickly! I guess Home Schooling will help with the dining room table since that is where we will work. But if I just take two minutes to clean these areas and give the immediate attention, maybe it won't be so bad. BTW- my sink still shines!!

Home School, Here We Come!

2008-08-06T14:46:00.006-06:00

Since we made the decision to Home School Charlie, it seems I am even more aware of teaching opportunities and moments. So yesterday was a great day for us to be excited about learning something. Charlie found a snail outside and wanted to keep it. So I "babysat" while he went outside to put sand in a tub. Then he wanted to make a house for it and put a roof on the tub. We tried a magazine, but it wasn't long enough. So I thought of foil, and he put enough over the box to cover it. Then he asked for a box. I sent him out to the garage where we have what seems to be a never-ending supply of empty boxes. He found one and asked me to cut off the flaps. Then he asked for tape. The next thing I knew he had taped the flaps together to make a house-like roof for his snail. He added leaves, and made a "bed" for the snail in the sand with his finger. So I had to get a picture. BTW, the snail's name is Rex.However, today I was informed that Rex has somehow disappeared. Well, it was a good exercise for us and I think a trial-run for me because my Mom wants to get the kids Hermit Crabs for Christmas. Lord, help me!

Speaking of Home School, our curriculum came today! We are so excited! It was like Christmas opening the box. The kids immediately began looking through the books. Their favorites are a science book called "What's Inside You?" and another science book called the "First Encyclopedia of Animals." Madeline also loved "The Beginner's Bible," and Charlie was excited to have a whole story about penguins called "Mr. Popper's Penguins." I am, however, a little overwhelmed at the size of the Instructor's Guides and Study Guides. I'll definitely have to have some preparation time. So I put all the books together on our shelves, and here is a picture of Charlie's Home School study area:

The books along the bottom shelf are the History, Science, Read-Alouds and Readers along with the two Science Kits for experiments. The HUGE blue binder on the middle shelf is the History, LA, and Readers Instructor's Guide and Study Guides. Yikes! There is also a Science Guide. And the tubs hold our school supplies and the top holds all the workbooks- Bible, Handwriting, Math, Art, etc. I am actually anxious to get started. And we are already ahead- the very first Read-Aloud is "Charlotte's Web," which we read this summer.

In case you are interested in where Home School Curriculum comes from, ours came from Sonlight. It is Bible based and teaches History from Creation to the Fall of Rome. It teaches Creation Science and concentrates on "real life" books instead of textbooks. The student learns by reading about real-life places and people, and then incorperating such skills as Geography, Science, Grammar, Spelling, etc. It also concentrates on helping the student foster a love for reading by having the parents read books aloud to them as well as by having them read books themselves.

To this Core Curriculum, we have added Handwriting and Math that Sonlight recommends. The Handwriting is called "A Reason for Handwriting." It is manuscript handwriting based on the Scriptures. All the exercises involve writing Bible verses. And the Math curriculum is Horizons Math. It uses a spiral technique which builds on previous skills learned. Charlie already likes it because the pages are colored instead of the "white ones" he had at school.

Our Bible Curriculum consists of a few things. Sonlight has one called "Leading Little Ones to God." But along with that, we have purchased a few other things. They include a text from Bob Jones University called "A Father's Care," and a Baptist Catechism called "Truth and Grace" which we began last Fall. In addition to these I have collected a few Devotionals for boys.

Finally, Charlie loves to draw and color, so I am going to teach him art once a week or so. Our art book is "How to Teach Art to Children."

So that is our Curriculum in a nutshell. It includes History, Science Language Arts, Reading, Math, Art, and Bible. Iwill also post these in a sidebar soon. I know it seems like a lot, but each day may only consist of a few hours total of school time. And not every subject is done every day. So it is a learning experience for all and I will take you on the ride with us. Enjoy!

Keep on Keepin' On...

2008-08-06T14:42:00.003-06:00

So today, I'm supposed to do what I've already done. Well, I already gave you the update on my sink from last night. And it is now 3:45PM and I am still not dressed. I can partially blame that on my Sweet Caroline who decided to awaken to be nursed about every 2-3 hours last night. She hasn't done this since about 5 weeks of age. So hopefully it is a fluke. But I didn't have anywhere to go today, and those two things together didn't make a very good combo. Tomorrow is another day.

Happy Birthday to my Big Bro!

2008-08-05T21:30:00.002-06:00

Happy 39th Birthday to my Big Brother!

When I think of my brother, Mick, I think of lots of great things. He makes me laugh and always has, he loves to tease me (especially when he and Dave are together- I don't stand a chance!), he has one of the loudest laughs I know, and he is a great father and husband. I think of pulling fingers, arm farts, a beer on the back patio, trumpet playing, country music, Mickey Mantle, and Stretch Armstrong. He is a computer genius, a weather junkie, a coach, and a "smart great guy." I think of crying the night he went away to college, and the day he drove all the way to Nocona when I was in labor with my first child. I think of him walking his son down the aisle in a wagon at my wedding, and the pictures of him and his daughter going to the father-daughter dance. but I think my favorite thing to think of is his nickname for me. It is one of the things I love the most about him- how I feel when he uses it. So here's to you, Mick- Happy Birthday!

Love,

Half-Pint

FlyBaby- Day 2

2008-08-05T21:17:00.003-06:00

So Day 2 for us FlyBabies challenges us to get dressed all the way to our shoes. Yikes! First of all, I hardly ever wear shoes in my house. Second of all, and most importantly, I MUST have my breakfast and coffee before getting dressed and ready for the day (Except on Sundays when schedule and 3 kids to get ready for church all by myself force me to switch the order). And third of all, there are days when I am lucky to even get a shower, much less get dressed to my shoes! Plus, this is supposed to include make-up and hair. Now she's really pushing it! But, FlyLady has a plan for getting me more organized and I'm guessing more productive, so I must at least put forth the effort. I think I will ammend this challenge to read, "Get dressed to presentable by lunch." Or soon, "Get dressed to presentable by school time." I'll let you know how it goes.

Update on Shiny Sinks:

FlyLady hit the nail right on the head with this one. I cannot tell you how wonderful it was to come into the kitchen this morning. I think it really smiled at me! Even though it was 11:00 last night, I made sure the dishes were in the dishwasher, the counters were clean and everything was in it's place before I went to bed. My mother always told me this "shiny sink" concept was important, but for some reason I never listened. (Sorry, Mom! I'm actually just now catching on to leaving everything cleaned up when I leave the house for a trip!) So last night I did it and this morning, it paid off. However, it didn't last very long. Tonight I couldn't empty the sink because I had forgotten to run the dishwasher today. So everything is at least rinsed, trash is in the trash, things are put away, and the dishwasher is running. But I have a not-so-shiny sink. Oh, well. Baby steps!

Shiny Sinks

2008-08-04T10:05:00.004-06:00

I am now a FlyBaby. "What is that?" you ask. Well, I have made an attempt to begin organizing my home. Yes, I have made these attempts before and it never lasted. And this attempt may not either, but I'm doing it anyway. So I have found two wonderful websites for organizing. The first one is FlyLady. (More on the other one another time.) You may have heard of her. She creates lists of things that will help you get on the road to organizing and cleaning your home. So, I have joined and will get daily reminders and tips from her. As a new member, I am a FlyBaby. And I have Beginner Baby Steps that will help me get started. The first one is "Go shine your sink." Now, I admit that I am horrible at keeping the kitchen sink clear of dishes. It is one of my downfalls. Most of the time, I wait until the next day to get the dinner dishes in the dishwasher because I am just too tired after dinner. Not to mention that often the dishes will stay in the sink for more than one day (exactly how many I refuse to say!). So, here is my commitment- to myself, to my family, and to you (so hold me accountable!)- I will not go to bed at night until my sink is shining. That way, I can wake up to a smile in the morning!!

Portraits

2008-07-24T10:23:00.005-06:00

Every year for the kids' birthdays, we take pictures and commemorate how they look at that age. A lot of times we go to JCPenney or other studio, but this year I wanted to save money. We took the kids to our friend Kim's house. She and her husband Ken work so hard on their yard and their back yard is especially beautiful with all the plants, flowers and a wonderful pool. Here are the top picks for 4 years and 6 years:

I think we will redo Charlie's because he is squinting.

Anyway, here are some runners-up:

And a few with Baby Sister:

This last one, although too cute, was done with my camera on the wrong setting. UGH! Nothing is ever perfect in Kiddie Land, is it? To tell the truth the kids hated this portrait "sitting." It was sooooo hot, and the ground was hot, and the grass, of course, dirty. And all they wanted to do was go swimming, but I didn't think to bring their swimsuits. Yay, Mom! Anyway, all we needed was one good one for Madeline and one good one for Charlie, and we got that even though I may redo Charlie's. At least I didn't spend $70, right, Honey?

Caroline's Highlights

2008-07-15T10:19:00.003-06:00

These are some of the things Caroline has been up to lately. She's held her head up while on her tummy, she's had her first swim (which she loved), and she is now four months old. At four months, she wieghed 15lbs. 8oz. and is 27 inches long. Her weight is in the 90th percentile and her length is above the 95th percentile! She is still sleeping through the night (Yay!), and loves playing with her thumb. Still no paci or bottle, but nursing like a champ! She is laughing more regularly now which is music to my ears! She is trying to roll over and is successful every once in a while. She still has Reflux and we keep increasing her meds to try to cut it out. Her throwing up is better, though still occurs, and the doctor wants her to go see a specialist about the shape of her head (flatness) just to make sure everything is ok. Please be praying about that with us and I will let you know when we go.

Madeline's 4th Birthday

2008-07-15T09:55:00.004-06:00

Here are some pics of Madeline's birthday party. It was a Strawberry Shortcake party with a few of her friends. They decorated sun visors, dipped strawberries, had cake and ice-cream, and of course opened presents. The present shown is with her excitement at getting a Leapster of her own from Mimaw and Pop-Pop in Florida. And even baby sister was dressed for the occasion!

At Four Years Old:

She still loves to cuddle with Mom
She still climbs into our bed almost every night
She loves to play with Charlie- anything from dolls to Superheroes
She loves Barbies, Princesses, animals, and dolls
She loves to make Caroline laugh and seeing her with her eyes open
She doesn't like to be left behind or left out ("Mom, wait right there!")
She is excited to buckle her own seatbelt in the van
She is in Tumbling class
She wants to be a cheerleader and a mermaid when she grows up
What a Drama Queen!
She is learning about lying and sharing
She loves to role play and use different voices for different characters
She loves to say her prayers ("Thank You for this world so sweet...")
She is still my Little Lovebug!

For the Good Times

2008-07-13T16:06:00.003-06:00

I was looking today for my old High School drill team's website, and came across this video. You have to watch it and see my drill team, the Friendswood Wranglerettes as they are now. National Champions, no less. This sight still can bring tears to my eyes and melt my heart. This team was the best thing that happened to me in all of high school and I'll never forget it. I miss it terribly even after all these years. I really hope to reincarnate some of it at our high school here in Nocona, which is unfortunate enough not to have a drill team!! Anyway, I had to share this with everone I can!

What I'm Reading

2008-07-12T11:10:00.005-06:00

Well, I've added another item to my blog sidebar. I love to read. And I think you can tell a lot about a person by what they are reading. I love to look at my friend Sally's blog to see what she is reading. It tells me about her interests and the things she wants to learn more about. And also gives me ideas for things to read. Surprise, surprise, we read some of the same things, like Karen Kingsbury books. And maybe it will help some of you to see that I am thoroughly researching Home Schooling as I take on this new challenge. And if you like, you can research it, too. Join me in reading. And let me know what you read, as well!

Socialization in Homeschooling

2008-07-07T09:55:00.004-06:00

I just read a post on a blog Dave sent me by a guy named Eric Carpenter. He is commenting on an article he read on an education site about homeschooled children not being "socialized." We have had a lot of questions directed at us about this very topic when told we are going to homeschool our kids. I love Eric's answer:

On the issue of "socialization," Mr. Arnold implies that homeschoolers are retreating from the world and churning out weird kids. Nothing could be further from the truth. The key is what "socialization" means. If my children have to be indoctrinated in secular humanism, self-esteem building, secular sex ed., evolution, and above all else, the importance of tolerating all lifestyles, then I don't want them to be "socialized." If to be socialized is to be exposed in the early teens to sex and drugs, I'll say "No thanks." However, if building proper social skills means being able to carry on an educated conversation with other children and adults in a polite and respectful manner, then I think homeschoolers are just fine.

How true this is! I could not have said it better. I am so sold on this idea that our kids are exposed to such horrible things so early in life when they shouldn't be. And I can tell that exposure is happening much earlier than it did when I was growing up. I am happy to get my kids out of the pressure to "be like everyone else," even if it is for a short while. We don't know what next year may bring, but we know that we can start now to help our kids become respectful, mature adults who put Christ first and at the center of all they do. And in the meantime, get a good, quality education that will prepare them for college and the real world.

Caroline's Dedication Story

2008-06-30T10:40:00.004-06:00

On Sunday, June 22, we dedicated Caroline Faith to the Lord. What a sweet ceremony it was with our friends, Mandy and Russell also dedicating two of their daughters as well. Dave had the privilege and honor of dedicating the second of his three children and there were tears all around.

And I must tell another story of Debbie's presence in our lives. The dress Caroline wore was the same dress Debbie gave Madeline and that Madeline wore for her dedication. Madeline also wore a dress for Caroline's dedication that Debbie had given her. We continue to miss Debbie and do whatever we can to remember her.

3 Months Young

2008-06-16T11:37:00.005-06:00

Oh, I cannot believe how time flies! My sweet baby girl is 3 months old and growing so big. At 3 months, she weighs 14lb. 9oz. Yikes! So here's all about Caroline at 3 months:

Lifts her head up from a lying down position
Tries to laugh but it comes out in breaths and coughs
Smiles for just about anyone
Pushes to one side with one leg when on her back
Still nursing like a champ
Still spitting and sometimes needs me to stand up to nurse
Sleeping 9-10 hours at night
Is learning when it's time to sleep- swaddled in bed
Can be put down awake
Likes Pat-A-Cake
Wiggles and Inched around the floor when on her back
Is such a happy baby

And here are the things I love so much:

Getting her up in the morning and getting sweet morning smiles
When she tries so hard to laugh and can just cough or grunt
When she smiles at her brother and sister
When she raises her eyebrows and wrinkles her forehead
Cuddling in bed together to nurse and/or nap
Watching her watch her daddy sing in church
Watching her suck her tongue
That she is such a content and happy baby

So You Think You Can Dance

2008-06-13T13:41:00.002-06:00

My dear husband thinks I watch entirely too much TV. Not only that, but that I watch too many reality shows. And while I really enjoy Survivor, Design Star, and the Bachelor/Bachelorette, and used to enjoy American Idol, the one I really look forward to with bated breath each season is So You Think You Can Dance. I can't get enough of this show for obvious reasons. I am so glad that dance is finally becoming something to watch for America. I am glad it has an outlet, and that some of the most amazing choreographers in America are getting their due. I am also glad that I have an outlet for my passion as my body gets older and won't quite do the things it used to, or that I want it to. And, yes, I am jealous. Very jealous. I would love nothing more than to be young and in shape again and be able to dance to my heart's content. It is and always will be in my blood. I must post this dance from last season. I think it is my favorite of all seasons, but mind you, it is a tad racy. Forgive that as I just want you to see the kind of dancing I would give my two front teeth to do.

WOW. This type of dance is called Contemporary, and I could get lost in it. It is so expressive and these two dancers- Allison and Ivan- were awesome. So this season has begun, and I already have a few favorites. We'll see what happens. Pray for my husband as he endures my addiction to this show and as he must sit back and watch me actually vote! And hopefully one day soon, this 35-year-old will find herself back in studio for dance class.

Summer

2008-06-07T10:21:00.002-06:00

Well, Summer is here and it is time to regroup. We have already been out of town for a week while Dave was preaching a camp in Brownwood. We went to my parent's house for a few days, and then to my sweet friend Christy's for the next few. We had such fun and everything went well. Caroline even continued to sleep thru the night while we were not at our own home. Fabulous! Now we are home and things must settle into some kind of normal for us. I have decided to put us on a schedule so that we can actually accomplish a few things this summer. We will have times for Bible study, reading, resting, outside play, and even some studies. We will have certain times for meals and snacks so that I can stop the endless "Can I have a snack?" questions. And we will have time for free time- that will include scrapbooking and organizing projects for me as well. And of course, we need exercise time. So, all these plans- pray for me that I will be diligent to stick with the schedule and also have time for bonding with my kids and caring for an infant.

For those of you who don't know, I am attempting this in an effort to see how I might be at homeschooling. Dave and I are prayerfully considering homeschooling our kids this next year, and I need to check my confidence. I am a very disorganized person although my every wish is to be organized. And I am very much a procrastinator. So, this summer is my trial run, so to speak. As we continue to pray for God's will for us in this area, I will continue to be moldable in hopes that I will be ready for whatever He has in store.

My First Grader

2008-05-29T17:49:00.007-06:00

Well, my Kindergartener is now officially a First Grader. Last week was Charlie's Kindergarten graduation. It was so cute! They did pledges and sang songs. So I have to post a few pics.

Here is how he looked when he first got to his place. He was so excited he could barely stand still. And just that morning he was all but crying that he didn't want to go because the songs were too long. As you can see, it didn't bother him at all once he got there.

This is Charlie and one of his best friends, Reagan, doing the motions to one of the songs. It was the cutest song called "Tooty-Ta." Too hard to explain, but it was the best part of the program. And just last week, Reagan and his mom were at our house and the two of them said, "You're my best buddy."
Here he is shaking the pricipal's hand and getting his diploma. What a proud Mama I am.This is Charlie with his teachers. On the right is Mrs. Quist, or as the kids call her, Mrs. Q. She had to leave the year early because she had a baby at 27 weeks. His name is Isaac and he is still in the hospital in Ft. Worth. He is doing well getting stronger every day. On the left is Mrs. Nobile. She was a Kindergarten Aide and stepped in to take over for Mrs. Q. She did a great job and the kids loved both teachers.

And so my son is a First Grader. When he got in the car after school today he said, "I'm a First Grader. Mrs. Nobile said when we walk out that door we are First Graders. So I'm a First Grader." My how time flies. I can't believe that it was just 6 short years ago that he was a chubby little baby and I felt I had a whole 5 years left before we have to get caught up in school. And here we are. And time goes on...

My Pre-K Girl

2008-05-29T17:06:00.009-06:00

Well, my Preschooler is now a Pre-Kindergartener! I can't believe it! She has officially "graduated" Preschool. We had such a wonderful program which included a piano and dance recital.
This is Mrs. Mona, her piano teacher. Madeline is still in her ballet costume- too cute!!

This is Madeline getting her trophies and certificate. Each child got a trophy for their activities so Madeline got a piano trophy, dance trophy, and then each child got a "Jesus Loves Me" trophy of praying hands. Then each child gets an award for a certain attribute and Madeline got the award for "Most Compassionate."

So this is her second dance- the jazz dance. I got this idea from high school- thanks Wranglerettes!! This is a dance to "Girls Just Wanna Have Fun." I had them dress in their pajammas for a pajamma party. I told them to pile their hair on top of their heads so that it would swing around. Some, like Madeline even wore hair pieces. They also danced with their pillows as Caroline helps demonstrate in the next pic.

Dancer and Future Dancer. Of course, Madeline had to have the Princess pillow case. And so my Preschooler is now in Pre-Kindergarten. Getting older and bigger everyday. I've always thought of her as my baby and now there is Caroline getting ready to follow in her big sister's footsteps. I am so blessed to have two beautiful princesses and a big brother to take care of them. God is good.

Mother's Day

2008-05-25T21:05:00.008-06:00

I know it's late, but the other day I was looking through pictures on my computer and came across this one from Mother's Day last year. So I thought I would do a post on Mother's Day. This Mother's Day was a difficult one. Not only for me, but for the other people in our church who were close to Debbie. Not only were we sad that she wasn't with us, but we were sad because she wasn't with her kids, Chris and Ashley. There were a few tears at church and throughout the day. I really thought of Debbie as my mom in Nocona. I could tell her anything and I knew she would understand. And she always wanted to know what was going on in our lives. I so greatly miss being able to pick up the phone and tell her about my day and what is happening with my kids. Especially with Caroline. Charlie and Madeline have memories for now, but Caroline will never know Debbie's sweet presence in her life. As I promised Debbie the day before she died, I will always tell my kids about her and how much she loved us.

So here is a picture of my Mother's Day this year. My first with three kids. I am so blessed as a Mom that God has entrusted me with three wonderful angels to take care of, to teach, to watch grow, and to travel this journey of life with. They are each special in their own ways and I am filled with love for them. What a joy to see Charlie acting silly, Madeline twirling, and Caroline grinning. I am learning daily about what it means to be a mother and I am so proud to be learning with them. I fall in love with them over and over again as they reach each stage of their lives. My prayer for them is that they come to know Christ as I do, and that through Him they are able to find the things in life that bring them joy. That they will grow and mature in their faith in Him, and share that faith with others. I pray that they will be safe and healthy, and also that they will always feel loved. But for now, I will settle for loving them as much as I can and try daily to give them over to the Lord to do what He wills.

Now for my Mom. This picture was taken last year at the Women of Faith Conference in Dallas. (Mom, we don't take enough pictures together!) What an inspiration my mom has been to me!! We have always been best friends. When I was growing up, my friends were often envious of me because I had such a great relationship with my mother. And I was always very proud of that. I could tell her anything at all and she didn't judge me. She supported me in everything I did and took me to countless gymnastics, cheerleading, and drill team practices, meets and games. She tolerated my constant fighting with my brother. She did everything she possibly could to help me with my anxiety and panic disorder. She sat up with me nights and tolerated my constant stomach-aches and fears. She has helped me through school, getting married and moving away to Florida. She was the reason I wanted to move back to Texas when I got pregnant with my first child. She was there for his birth and has seen me through two more after. She helped me through depression after my second chile and stayed with me as I was so sick with my last pregnancy. She continues to be a major presence in the lives of my kids as well as my brother's. Mom has beaten breast cancer and seen my dad through major heart surgery. She has endured the death of her father. And she has done all of these things with a grace that can only come from God and that I hope to have in my own life. I have learned more from her than any teacher or school could ever teach. She is my confidante and my friend. She is my safe place and my hero. I am proud to call her my mother. Happy Mother's Day, Mom.

Cinderella

2008-05-22T16:17:00.004-06:00

Yesterday afternoon Steven Curtis Chapman's 5-year-old adopted daughter was killed tragically in the driveway of their home. His current radio hit "Cinderella" was written about his daughters and enjoying every mintute together because time goes by so quickly. Above is the video with his explanation. It is so worth watching. What an amazing lesson to be learned.

Two Months Young!

2008-05-21T14:18:00.002-06:00

Caroline is two months old and I feel like time is flying by. Where is my newborn? She is now a sweet, pudgy, smiley, cooey, infant. I can no longer call her a newborn. She has outgrown newborn diapers (and almost ones), newborn clothes, no longer do I have to watch her head so much, she sleeps all night (yeah!), and she is able to focus on us and respond to us. I am happy about all these things, but not that they happened so quickly. When I was in Jr. High and High school, I always wanted time to fly by so I could be older and do more things and be more independent- drive, date, etc. But never in my life have I ever wanted time to stop so badly than when I have my babies. In one short year, their bodies grow and change so much that I can hardly catch it all. And while I still love each phase they go through as kids, there is something about a baby that resonates innocence and love and beauty. And the way they smell should be bottled and sold. I don't know how many times a week I hear, "She's getting so big!" or "I can't believe how much she's changed!" I wish someone would say, "She still looks like a newborn!" Oh, well. Time goes on...

Switched at Birth?

2008-05-07T07:15:00.003-06:00

I can't help but wonder sometimes who this baby belongs to. If she didn't look so much like her brother, I might think she had been switched at birth. She is so easy! Compared to her brother and sister, she is a breeze! She is not fussy at all unless she is hungry or needs to be picked up. She will lie on her back on the floor for quite a while and be happy just looking around. Charlie and Madeline never did that for more than a couple minutes. She is happy in the car as long as it is moving. Charlie was, but Madeline wasn't as much. And she will stay in her swing and bouncy seat for much longer periods of time than the other two. In fact, they didn't like to swing at all.

And she SLEEPS!!!! I cannot believe this is actually my child! Charlie and Madeline went only every two or three hours for the whole first year and beyond. I NEVER got a good night's sleep and even now Madeline is in our bed every night. But Caroline sleeps 5-10 hours EVERY NIGHT!! And her average is 7 HOURS! As long as I swaddle her, she stays asleep in her own crib all night and has since about 5-6 weeks. The new swaddle blankets are a gift from God. They didn't have those when I had my other two. And here's the kicker- I have even put her down AWAKE and she puts herself to sleep! Unfathomable in my world! And Caroline is in her own bed until she wakes up to feed and then she comes into mine. With the other two, I slept with them all night because they nursed so much. And while I am a total believer in co-sleeping, I must admit that I am more rested with Caroline than I ever was with Charlie and Madeline and that is kinda nice.

Check out Sleeping Beauty:

Not To Be Left Out

2008-04-11T13:18:00.002-06:00

Just a fun pic of the big kids!

I'm not sure who this bath was more fun for- the kids or the dad!!

One-Month-Young

2008-04-11T12:46:00.004-06:00

I am a little late, but here is all about Caroline at one month:

Milestones:

11lbs. 7oz.
22.5 inches
focusing more and longer on faces and objects
latching and nursing much better
on-the-shoulder baby
loves to be swaddled to sleep
sleeps 4-6 hours at night
lifting and turning head side to side
knows mom's and dad's voices
spits up in great volumes
baby acne
smiling!

Things I love:

the nursing relationship- its getting easier!
the squeaks and grunts when she's waking up
the sweet sighs when she eats
those long feet and toes and watching them move
that she looks just like her brother
when she stretches and pulls up her knees, arches her back, and bends her arms over her head
when she sleeps like an Easter egg on my chest
when she looks right into my eyes when I talk to her
that she makes her brother and sister so happy
that I can't imagine life without her
that every time I nuzzle her cheek I think of Debbie
that she knows my voice and needs to be near me
her beautiful smiles!

Second Installment

2008-04-11T12:28:00.002-06:00

Here are the rest of the newborn pictures.

And I must mention that this dress is very special. Our dear friend Debbie gave Madeline this dress when she was a baby. Madeline wore it for her dedication at church and so will Caroline. How sweet to hold on to these little reminders of "Ms. Debbie." Charlie and Madeline still love Caroline and love to look at her, and kiss and hug her. Madeline still announces to the world that she has a new baby and her name is Caroline. I am left reminded, "what did we ever do without our children?"

Happy 6th Birthday to my Sweetest Boy!

2008-04-05T12:50:00.004-06:00

March 27,2008

So tall and outgrowing his clothes quickly.

Reading faster and faster.

Learning about money and how to tell time.

Helps with his baby sister and thinks she is "so adorable."

Loves animals, Transformers, Leggos, and making his toys "fly" through the air.

Enjoys playing with Madeline-from monsters to baby dolls.

Proud when he stays on green at school, and he really tries to earn marbles at home.

Very sensitive-good for how he relates to little kids and babies; tough for him when he can't do something just right.

Loves to cuddle with me and still gives me kisses.

Discovered video and computer games.

Feeds his dog nightly.

Still loves to make people laugh.

Is waiting to be big enough to play basketball.

Prays out loud and loves to listen to Dad's Bible stories.

Loves to take his Bible to church.

Loves to draw and color- you can always tell his pictures because they are rainbow colored.

Wanted to have a Dinosaur Dig Birthday Party:

Baby Caroline

2008-03-28T12:04:00.003-06:00

Here are some of the first pictures of Caroline and our family. We have to go back to get pictures with Charlie and Madeline because Caroline would have nothing of the picture taking process. We were lucky to get what we did. You can go to smilesbywire.com and enter access code LTPP0737101913JCP to see the rest.

In Memory of Debbie

2008-03-25T17:16:00.002-06:00

I have to post these pictures again and share a little of what Debbie Dennis means to me and to our family. On March 5, Deborah Ann Dennis lost her 6-year battle with cancer and went to be with Jesus. Words cannot express the depth of love and appreciation we have for her and how blessed we feel for having had her in our lives. She was an amazing woman of God and was a prayer warrior for anyone who had crossed paths with her. She was a friend and a confidante, "Nocona grandmother" to my kids known as "Miss Debbie," and my "Nocona mom." I could go to her about anything and be assured and reassured of God's faithfulness, and know that my concerns would be prayed over. We held nothing back and I am comforted by that now. Never a conversation went by that we didn't say "I love you." She babysat Charlie and Madeline and that made her so happy. She even came to play when she didn't feel well. She took care of them, gave them her love and talked to them about God. She shared her life with theirs and ours. They looked forward to seeing her and often asked about her. They kept her in their prayers, and even in the last months when they couldn't see her as much, they would say they missed her. Explaining to them that Miss Debbie went to be with Jesus was so bittersweet. Miss Debbie is happy and well, we told them, but it's ok for us to be sad that we won't see her anymore. I will never let them forget her and I told her that when I saw her the day before she died.

That is the story that I want to tell. The day Caroline was born, Debbie went to the emergency room. They quickly sent her to hospice and said she may not even make it through the night. Her neice, Mandy came to film Caroline and the kids and us so that Debbie could see. She was able to see Caroline on video and comment on her chubby cheeks. She was still alert at this time and I was able to talk to her on the phone that night. She was in and out because of the Morphine, but the "I love you's" were very audible. For the next three days, I was too sick to go see her, and I prayed that she would hang on, but not suffer. We went straight to Hospice when we were released Tuesday morning, and Debbie had taken a turn for the worse. As she lay in the bed holding hands with her kids, I went to her and told her I was there. I told her how much I loved her and then placed Caroline near her chest with her cheek against Debbie's. I told her Caroline was there and she moved her head side to side and lifted her hands. Her daughter, Ashley, helped Debbie place her hand under Caroline to hold her and to touch her feet which were hanging out of her gown. Caroline nuzzled Debbie's cheek as if she were giving her kisses. I told her she said she would see Caroline and here she was and God was so good. I said that I would always tell Caroline about her and that Charlie and Madeline would as well. I told her I would call Caroline my angel because of Debbie and God's timing. It was the most beautiful moment. I just know she knew we were there and that it brought her happiness. I still feel like Debbie went away and left Caroline here with us. I know the timing of her birth was God allowing Debbie to be able to see her and feel her because if it had been any later, this moment would not have happened. Debbie died the next dayat 11:30am. Every time I feel or kiss Caroline's cheek, I think of Debbie and this moment. It will stay with me forever.

A Little More Info

2008-03-20T22:36:00.002-06:00

Well, there was a lot more to my Caroline's birth story, and while she is sleeping, let me fill you in. After assuming that whe would take the full 40 weeks to arrive and that I would be induced on Wednesday, March 5, Caroline stopped taking her sweet time early in the morning of March 1. My contractions began at about 4AM, and I thought they were just hard Braxton-Hicks. I had these with all three kids most of each pregnancy, so it was nothing new to me except that this time they were painful and way low. So they were also different than the real contractions I had had before with the other pregnancies. I wasn't sure if it was anything, but I woke Dave and said they were about 5 minutes apart, but I thought only BH, so should I call the Dr.? He said let's wait it out. I called the Dr. soon after and he said to come in and get checked. Now, we are an hour from the hospital and because I had been sick the day before (and because I am a procrastinator), I had not packed a bag for me or gotten things ready for the kids. So it took us about another hour to leave the house. And I was still thinking they would just send me home with false labor. However, on the way to the hospital, the contractions got harder and were coming 3-4 minutes apart. Now Dave, who never speeds, would go faster with each one and by the time we got to Wichita Falls was going 80MPH and running red lights with flashers on. We were a little worried!! He said he was looking for places on the side of the road where we could stop!!

We got to the hospital and Dave had someone come down from LDR to get me in a wheelchair while he parked the van. Everyone was hurrying, and I had to go to Triage. They discovered I was 4-5cm dilated and they would keep me. (Hooray!!) I had already been asking for the epidural in the van, but they had to move me to a room (yes, I had to get up, move to a wheelchair again, and move to a bed in the delivery room- are you kidding me?!?!), and give me 1/2 a bag of IV fluids so my blood pressure wouldn't go up. (What?!?!?!) It dripped fast, but not fast enough!!! Anyway, I got the epidural, which only worked on one side as my body usually does, my water broke with a check from the nurse (and we knew it had Meconium in it), and within 30 minutes I went from 5cm to 10cm and was ready to deliver. All of a sudden the room filled with people (minus the Dr.) and I was pushing. Then I was told to stop pushing and had to wait (!?!?!) for the Dr. to get there. My wonderful husband then informed me that if all our babies had been this quick and easy, we could have had 5 or 6. (I told him to bite his tongue!) The nurse said for the Dr. to come right in when she arrived, and I'm wondering if she would make it at all. She did and within minutes, Caroline was born. I got to hold her for a minute or so, and then the chaos of her little life began away from me.

The team was working on Caroline for quite a while and she didn't seem very animated. We hadn't really heard any crying, which in my mind would be a sign that she was okay. So I waited for that, but they kept reasuring me that she was okay. She had to be taken to the nursery and I was told that maybe in a few hours I could nurse her. This shattered my dream of nursing right away and having that skin-on-skin contact with her. We soon found out that she needed chest X-Rays, oxygen and antibiotics, and she was hooked up to a C-Pap mask. This gave her the oxygen and looked like a T-shaped strap on her face. It strapped around her head and covered her nose with a tube going up over her forehead. She had an IV in her arm and a tube in her mouth as well. Dave took a picture to show me so I wouldn't be alarmed the first time I saw her. It was very scary. So it turned out that I couldn't nurse her then, but maybe about 8:00 that night. So I waited.

This is the point at which things with Debbie began to happen for us and right now Caroline is waking, so i will continue another time. We are just so happy that things were not worse for her when she was born as we know they could have been.

Welcome to Caroline Faith

2008-03-10T19:04:00.004-06:00

Caroline came into this world fast and furious on Saturday March 1. After one labor of 36 hours and another of 17 hours, I was thrilled to have a labor of only 5 hours. Labor began at 4AM and at 8:57AM, she was here. She weighed in at 8 pounds, 1 ounce and was 22 inches long. All the grandparents missed it, but I was thankful to have it over quickly. From that point on, however, things have been moving much more slowly. Caroline swallowed some Meconium- her first poop- and had to be taken to the Nursery. She needed chest x-rays, oxygen, and antibiotics. It was a while before I was even able to hold her and two days before she was able to be in my room to stay. Meanwhile, I was fighting the flu, with fever, aches and upper respiratory stuff. So between the two of us, we didn't come home until Tuesday. And since then, we have endured nursing complications, and the death of our dear friend, Debbie Dennis. I will post more on that incredible journey another time. Suffice it to say that Caroline is truly an Angel Baby. For now, here is a pic of the proud siblings.

Belly Pictures!

2008-02-28T12:22:00.003-06:00

These are my favorites of the pictures we took of my enormous belly. We had so much fun and the kids did so well. Please go to this link
https://www.smilesbywire.com/home.asp?AC=LTPP0737101645JCP and enter my name to see the rest of the pics. Just a note- the little pink booties were mine when I was a baby. I played with them with my dolls, and then I used them for Madeline and now for Caroline!

Caroline's Baby Shower and "Corner"

2008-02-28T11:34:00.004-06:00

My friends at our church and the playgroup I attend threw me and my friend Mandy a joint baby shower a couple weeks ago. It was so much fun and we got so many of the things we needed for Caroline. As you can see, I'm not sure who had more fun opening gifts- me or Madeline!! She wanted to open every one. Then there is the picture of me and Mom, and then me and Mandy. She is 8 weeks behind me also with a little girl. It was pink overload!!!

So we wait. And wait. It seems that Sweet Caroline is taking her own sweet time. I am due this coming Tuesday, and according to the doctor, there is not really any change, nor was I ready to induce as of Monday. So we go back this Monday and depending on what we find, we are set to induce next Wednesday the 5th of March. Or we can decide to wait. But I don't want her to get so big that I can't deliver her. On the other hand, I induced with Charlie and it took 2 days!! So I am really praying that she will come on her own by Wednesday.

So, on that note, here is Caroline's "corner." It is so sad that by the third baby, you seem to do just enough to get by. We didn't want to take up room in the kids' rooms with a crib, and we wanted them to be able to play even if she is sleeping, so we set her up in our room. We have a wonderful bedroom with a sort of alcove in one corner. Everything seems to fit perfectly. Incidentally, this crib was made by my dad and his dad when my brother was born. It's tennants include my brother, me, my niece and nephew, Charlie, Madeline, and now Caroline. It is so special to me and to my family as my grandfather has since passed. And we also have a beautiful dresser that goes with it that we all used and is still in Madeline's room. And as you can see, Caroline's bag is packed and ready to go.

A Few Words on the Kids

2008-02-19T22:23:00.002-06:00

For those of you keeping up with Charlie and Madeline, here's a few updates. Charlie is now learning how to spell. He is getting bored with reading at school and his teacher says he reads everything she gives him, so now she is giving him spelling "tests." They aren't really tests in Kindergarten, but they are just between the two of them. He brings the lists home and we practice, then he takes the "test" at school. His first one was 100%! He is so excited about his little sister coming and he loves to feel my belly. His eyes get so big and it makes my heart leap for joy. He is learning how to help me with things like putting the grocery bags from the turnstile to the cart at Wal-Mart, helping Madeline put toothpaste on her toothbrush, and feed the dog. I tell him these are things I will need help with when Caroline comes. He is growing up so fast before my eyes and sometimes, I wonder where he comes up with the things he says. He asked Dave the other day if when we go to the hospital to have Caroline, would he and Madeline go too, or would we leave him at home to take care of her? He loves playing games on the computer and he actually plays baby dolls with Madeline. And then he turns to his cars and superheroes in the very next breath! His prayers are always for me and Caroline and Dad, our retired church secretary and the new one, our friend who is having a baby, and "all the things You've given us." He is becoming quite the little man!

We had Madeline's teacher conference today and she is also doing well. She is learning her numbers and more of her letters even though she only goes two half days a week. She doesn't recognize number 9, and when she counts to 20, she skips 12. Speaking of skipping, she has learned how somehow, and it is the cutest thing you've ever seen. Even the teacher said it was so cute and that we should record it because normally they don't learn that skill this early. But she'll stop and lift a leg a few times until she gets the coordination and then she takes off. It's hilarious!! She, too is very excited about Caroline's arrival, although I'm not sure she's really ready for the changes it will bring. She is still very attached to me and likes to sleep in our bed. We co-sleep, so Caroline will have first dibs. It may be an adjustment. You should hear her prayers. She is very "OCD" about her prayers. Ever since I first got pregnant and was so sick, she has always had to pray for "mom to feel better with the baby." And then she has to pray for "dad to go to work, help the people don't know the words." (We talk about how Dad helps people who don't know Jesus.) So even when she is at school and they pray before eating, she has to say, "we didn't pray for my Mommy!" Too sweet! She also has to pray for the kitty we saw at Ms. Debbie's parent's house that got caught in the garage door as they closed it. The kitty is fine and has been for weeks, but we have to still pray for "the kitty with the back of it's head." Out of the mouths of babes!!

Caroline is doing well. She is still moving, jumping, rolling, shaking and everything else you can imagine. Sometimes I can't even stand up straight! I can't believe with such little room, she can still make my belly roll and jiggle the way it does! She is still so high and therefore taking my breath away, but I still love to feel her move. It seems at this point I get a tad more uncomfortable each day and become a little more okay with the idea of her coming early. She probably won't, but I can't imagine 2 more weeks of this either! Oh, well, she is on God's timing! We go back to the doctor on Thursday.

8 Month Belly!

2008-02-15T18:39:00.010-06:00

Well, I have definitely grown in the last month!! I am running out of clothes to wear (notice the cut waistband on the jeans!), and I am looking bigger in the face. Funny how this is now novelty to me, and in about 2 1/2 weeks it is the very thing that will depress me!! But- wow! My belly! Even though I think I was bigger with Madeline, this baby is straight out in front (notice the "tabletop" my hands rest upon!). Which has led to some real fears that it may, in fact, be a boy! But, we'll stick to the sonogram until otherwise

notified!

We went to the doctor today. I am 37.5 weeks along and yesterday I had a pretty good scare. I began feeling bad in the afternoon and had some cramping in my sides and hips- way down low. My Braxton Hicks contractions were coming faster, longer, and harder and I began to watch to clock. This all lasted about a couple of hours, but if it had been my first baby, I probably would have thought it was the real thing. Needless to say, it wasn't, and sweet Caroline is still safe and snug inside my belly. BUT- the doctor said I am 1.5 centimeters dialated! Which is early, but only indicative of a third baby- not so much of labor. My cervix is still thick and the baby is still high. I am also measuring large, and may have to have a sonogram if that stays the same next week. He said it could just be that baby is lying differently and my uterus is stretched.

And so we wait. And we go back next Friday for another check. My dad will be happy for that as he is working so hard to completely rebuild and refinish the cradle that has been in our family since my neice was born 13 years ago. He told me I better not "domino" early! (I will also post pics of Caroline's "nursery" soon.) So hang on for now, my sweet Caroline. And stop growing!!!

Valentine's Day- Godiva Style

2008-02-15T18:11:00.004-06:00

For those of you who don't know, Dave proposed to me with my ring placed in a huge red velvet heart of Godiva chocolates. It was 10 years ago this Valentine's Day in Tampa, Florida. We had just eaten a wonderful dinner and we stopped at a park bench next to a fountain to have a chocolate. (Which I had carried in a bag straight from the Godiva store. Don't worry- the employees were in on it!) When I opened the box, there it was right in the center (lucky Dave got to eat the chocolate!) He then got down on one knee and asked me to b e his wife. Of course I said yes.

Every year since, I have received the signature Valentine's Day box of Godiva chocolates for Valentine's Day. One twist to it, though- I have discovered that dark chocolate is the best so he specifically asks for the box to contain only dark chocolates and truffles. In fact, he has even hand-picked them to contain more of my favorites- Cappucinno and Dark Chocolate Truffles! What a sweetie! And this year, to mark the 10th year, not only did I get the red heart of dark chocolates, I also got a box of limited edition chocolate truffles, and a box of only dark chocolate truffles. WOW! And I'm pregnant! Over the years of pregnancies, I have tried to stick to one chocolate a day. Oh that is so hard!!

Happy Engagement Anniversary, my Daviss.

I Am the Preacher's Wife

2008-02-09T17:54:00.000-06:00

Dave an I were cleaning out our room for the baby today and that included our computer area. As I was going through old papers, I found this poem. I have no idea where it came from or who gave it to me anymore, but I had to post it for those of us who are fortunate and blessed enough to love preachers.

I Am the Preacher's Wife

by Diane Pellin

I am the woman who proudly sits in the shadows as her husband stands in the light.

I am the one who knows her husband is a gift from God, and so I give him back to my Lord through his full-time service.

Often times, I am so lonely for him because I share him with others.

But I am also pleased that he gives of himself so unselfishly.

I am the one who encourages the preacher when others sometimes fail to.

I am the one who listens to his dreams for the church and helps him look into the future and see his dreams become a reality.

And when others wonder if he really cares, I am the one who sees him on his knees, shedding tears for the future of the Lord's church.

How blessed I am to be a Preacher's wife. There are times, I admit, that I am human and want him all to myself. Or that I am angered for him when he is criticized or talked about behind his back. And there are times that I resent being the one to take care of the kids all alone, or plan my vacations around the life and people of our church. But all of these things pale in comparison to the fact that he has been called by God to do a tremendous thing. Not many people are called the way he is called. It is a blessing and a privelege to do the Lord's work and I can't imagine anyone better for the job. I am both proud and humbled by his spirit and willingness, not to mention his intuitiveness and intelligence. He is both firm and fair, straight-forward and compassionate, spiritual and goofy! I laugh more often than I realize, as do our kids. They are blessed to have him as a daddy, and I am so proud that they will only learn more of who God really is by having him for an example. So if you are blessed as I am to love a Preacher, love him more today than yesterday. And love him even more tomorrow.

Have you ever?

2008-02-06T16:45:00.000-06:00

Have you ever:

Had to stand sideways at the sink to do dishes, brush your teeth, or just wash your hands?

Not been able to sleep at night due to a clogged nose, your hands falling asleep, or your hips being in pain?

Not been able to catch your breath when using stairs, walking across the house or simply while lying down?

Gotten heartburn or reflux first thing in the morning before you even ate anything?

Been stuck in bed between two pillows and not been able to get up?

Struck your belly with a cabinet door, even though your belly's been there for months?

Had so much pressure on your bladder that a trip to the bathroom leaves you asking, "Is that all?"

Had to make another trip to the bathroom just minutes after above mentioned trip?

Had feet that made you sure you were a direct descendant of Fred Flinstone?

Had such excrutiating pain in your hand and wrist that forces your husband to do simple tasks like washing pans, cutting veggies and opening jars?

Had a very difficult time changing laundry over from the washer to the dryer?

Not been able to carry a full laundry basket?

Felt your belly get rock-hard to the point that you must rub it and take deep breaths?

Had to lean over when eating or brushing your teeth because stains on your belly can't be hidden when your belly preceeds you?

Had to hear "I don't see how you'll make it!" when you tell people your due date?

Had such pressure and pain on your Sciatic nerve that you can literally barely walk? And you're in the middle of a store?

Put on 40 pounds (Give or take a lot) in a matter of a few short months?

Been forced to not wear a wedding ring of any sort due to the swelling in your hands?

Outgrown almost every single thing in your closet?

If so, then you MUST be pregnant!

BUT

Have you ever:

Been content to just sit and watch your belly as it wiggles and jumps and swirls?

Wanted everyone near you to watch as well and laughed when your friend next to you does?

Had even more joy from laying your hands on your belly to feel those moves?

Wanted everyone next to you to feel it as well?

Loved it when people came up to you and touched your belly?

Laughed as people in public make eye contact with you and then immediately look down at your belly?

Laughed as you watched your children's eyes light up as they feel the moves?

Or as they counted the hiccups?

Smiled as your 3-year-old lifts your shirt and hugs and kisses your belly?

Reached over in bed to find your husband's hand so that he can feel your belly jerk?

Enjoyed simply standing in front of a mirror and marveling at just how big you can get?

Been so proud when your kids tell complete strangers they are going to have a little sister and what her name is?

Loved the way you look in huge clothing with an area for a big belly, even though you feel fat?

Enjoyed registering for gifts and yet felt sad knowing it was your last time?

Felt sad at the thought of the end being near even though you feel horrible at times?

Anticipated an event so much that you can't even imagine it?

Longed to see a face and hold a little body close to yours so much it hurts?

Been so overwhelmed and completely amazed at the wonder and miracle that is pregnancy and childbirth- no matter how many times you've been through it?

Been so thankful to God for the amazing gift He has blessed you and your family with and wonder how there can be anything better?

If so, then you MUST be pregnant!

Prayer for Ms. Debbie

2008-01-18T11:53:00.000-06:00

Please continue to pray for our friend and surrogate grandmother, Debbie Dennis. She seems to be at an imapsse in her treatment. She has a tear in her intestine and after surgery on Wednesday to attempt to fix it, the doctors have concluded they cannot. There is too much build up and scar tissue in her abdominal cavitiy to break through. We are now waiting to see what is next. She is in very good spirits and is ready to go home and get back to her life. I cannot imagine handling the health obstacles she has faced with even one tenth of the grace and courage she has. She is such a godly woman and her constant reminder to us is "I'm in God's hands." She has fought so hard for so long, and she and everyone around her is continually made stronger and drawn closer to God because of it. She is truly an inspiration and we love her so much. Please pray for her healing if that is what God desires, and for her son, Chris and daughter, Ashley as they care for her. Also for all of us who have been blessed by her life that we would be strong and continue to help and care for her. Charlie and Madeline love her like a grandmother- she calls them her grandkids. Please pray for their understanding while she is ill. She also cannot wait to meet Baby Caroline. I will continue to post updates. Thank you in advance for the prayers and also for those of you who have been all along.

"Sweet Caroline"

2008-01-14T11:51:00.000-06:00

I haven't posted yet about our new baby's name, so here it is: Caroline Faith Woodbury. (Even as I am writing this, she has the hiccups- she must know I'm talking about her!) Anyway, Caroline is pronounced as in the song, "Sweet Caroline," and as in Caroline Kennedy (though not named after). We love this name and think it sounds old-fashioned and melodic like Madeline and Charles. It is not pronounced like Madeline and Catherine- the similarity in spelling was purely coincidence!

Her middle name, Faith, is because Madeline's middle name is Grace. We wanted them to go together and chose this one over other "inspirational" names because of Ephesians 2:8:

"For it is by grace you have been saved, through faith- and this not from yourselves, it is the gift of God."

So there it is. The kids love it, too and can't wait for "Baby Caroline" to get here. And so I say, not too long, now, my Sweet Caroline.

Big Belly!

2008-01-14T11:34:00.000-06:00

I think the pregnant belly is such a beautiful thing on any woman. Anytime I see someone just walking by with a pregnant belly, I instantly smile and feel jealous. It is such a wonderful miracle from God to have a child growing inside of you. I know most of you know what this feels like so go down memory lane with me for a minute. There is nothing like feeling a baby move and kick inside. This one especially likes to punch and roll. There have been a few times I have actually almost come out of my seat! I also love to watch my belly as it jiggles and moves. Yesterday in Sunday School, the lady next to me (who is also pregnant) could see it too. When that happens, I want the world to know. I want to stand up and say, "Everyone, look! Watch my belly!" And I want everyone to feel it too. I have to fight the urge to take the hand of whoever is sitting next to me and place it on my belly. I just wish I had a little window into my womb to watch as well as feel. Again, I don't think there can be many miracles that top this one- the miracle of growing and birthing a baby. And I am not one of those women who hates to have people touch her belly- I wish evryone would! I wish everyone could feel what I feel. I wish Dave could feel what I feel. I hate that he misses out on this special time. And yet I feel honored to have this time with our new baby as well. These pictures are of my belly at 5 months and at 7 months. (Our Christmas card was at 6 months.) I will continue to post the 8 and 9 months pictures as well. I am already going through withdrawl knowing this pregnancy is almost over. I can't believe I only have 7 weeks to go!

Special Siblings

2008-01-14T11:08:00.000-06:00

This past Saturday, the kids got to go to a Siblings class at the hospital. They got to watch a video about having a baby at home, and then they got to use dolls and learn how to clean the umbillical cord, diaper, and swaddle them. They did such a great job. They also got to tour the LDR area and see a room like where I will give birth, and then where I will room afterwards. They got to see the nursery and there was a little baby to see.

At the end, they got a Big Brother and Big Sister sticker and their picture taken, and a Certificate. It was such a special thing for them to do to prepare for their little sister.

2008-01-14T10:40:00.000-06:00

On the last day we were there, the guys got to go to the Capitol One Bowl game in Orlando. They had a great time even though the Gators lost. So while they were gone, the girls took the kids to the Florida Aquarium. They had such a great time. They loved the huge aquariums, petting the stingrays, petting the fish in the small tanks, and especially the Penguin Exhibit. They brought out two African Penguins and you can see how close the kids were able to get to them. They explained that these penguins are endangered so you cannot reach out to them to pet them. But they were allowed to come up to you if they wanted. They were almost in the kids' laps, and I think one actually did get in Abi's lap. They would go after keys and camera straps and come right up to you.

Playing with Cousins

2008-01-14T10:30:00.000-06:00

So the kids had so much fun playing together on Mimaw and Pop-Pop's playground. It was amazing to watch them together. And this is Sadie- it was her first Christmas and her first time to meet Charlie and Madeline. They were so good with her and got lots of practice for our new baby. They were very gentle with her and wanted to love on her lots. Madeline gave her lots of kisses.

Heat Wave

2008-01-10T17:39:00.000-06:00

While our time in florida was wonderful, and seeing faimly was both refreshing and encouraging, I can say that the heat and humidity were no good for a seven-month pregnant woman in her mid-30's who is used to winter weather. Christmas Eve found me crying on the way to church because of my hair, and I squeezed my enourmous belly into too-small capri jeans that I had to cut on the sides, and I was the one person in the room always fanning herself and turning on the ceiling fan when no one was looking! My mother-in-law, Dianne, would come to my rescue by opening the door in the bathroom that lead out to the patio, and I think we even had to turn on the A/C a couple times because of the heat. I was even thankful for the few times I had to go somewhere in the car so that I could have fresh air. Again, the joys of being pregnant!! Then, wouldn't you know it, the day we left, we awoke to temps in the 30's. And while our drive back to Texas was in cold temps, two days after we returned, we were faced with a day in the mid-70's!! I must not complain, though, because the bulk of my pregnancy is in the winter time and not the summer. And while I was hot in Florida, I could breathe through my nose clearly, which never happens in the winter or when I'm pregnant. And all the while, what a joy it is to be pregnant AND to be with family.

Santa's Presents

2008-01-10T17:27:00.000-06:00

Ahh, Santa was good this year- isn't he always?? Charlie wanted Transformers, and Madeline wanted "the baby that tee-tees (Baby Alive)." Of course, he delivered them to Florida because he knew that's where we would be!!

Trip to Florida

2008-01-10T17:02:00.000-06:00

The kids had been so excited to go to Florida to see their cousins. They couldn't talk about much else in the days leading up to our trip. So we packed up (everything but the kitchen sink, it seemed), and headed out. Madeline decided to spike a fever the night before we left, but she was a trouper even though she continued this and congestion and coughing through Christmas day. We made the 20-hr. trip in two days. The kids were doped up on Dramamine, watched videos all the way, and did pretty well. I propped up my feet and my belly on pillows and tried to hold my bladder off for as long as I could. But it seemed that every time I would pee, I would almost instantly feel the urge again. Ugh! One of the joys of pregnancy! Again, all in all, it could have been a much worse drive.

We got there and the first thing we did was go to church Christmas Eve. Dave's family still goes to Idlewild Baptist Church in Tampa where he was the Minister to Middle School Students, and they wanted him to sing during the service as they often do when he returns to visit. I am so proud of him, and it is amazing to see how even after being gone for about 9 years, they, too are still proud to call him their own. We are always so welcomed when we visit, and even for me it is like returning to a bit of home. Here is a picture of us in the foyer- the Gatheria they call it- and also of the five cousins before they saw Santa.

From left to right, Sadie is 3 months old, Madeline, Trey is 6, Charlie, and Abi is 3. They were all so happy to see each other because this only happens about once a year. They even played well together for the most part, but like most good things, towards the end of our visit, they began to butt heads a little and had their fair share of squabbles. And soon there will be 6 of them. While we were there, there were times when it was just one or two adults against the five of them. And I kept thinking, how in the world do people handle triplets and more? With four of them almost all the same age, I was ready to pull my hair out!! But it also did my heart good to see them all together. I wish it could happen more often.

"Friends are Friends Forever"

2008-01-10T16:28:00.000-06:00

Christmas would not be complete without a visit with two of my best friends from Seminary and their kids. So one night just before we left for Florida, we all met at IHOP and exchanged gifts. Tammy on the left, and her son, Joseph, next to Madeline, and Christy on the right, and her son Gage, far right. I am continuing to add to our brood and the chaos- imagine one 6 yr. old, two 5 yr. olds, and one 3 yr. old all at the same table in a restaraunt. And pretty soon an infant. Yikes!! But oftentimes, this is how we must meet because we all live in different towns. But even though we are always busy, and have hectic schedules that almost never match up, we remain the closest of friends and confidantes. I am so thankful for them in my life- they keep me sane. God has blessed me so much with friendships like these.

But this area of my life is not complete, due to the absence of our fourth friend, Crystal. She is a missionary in Africa with her family and we miss her greatly. Check out her blog :http://www.thereynoldsrap.blogspot.com/ She is an amazing woman of God and she has a husband and two little boys. They are doing the Lord's work in Africa and I am constantly blown away by their courage and strength to be away from their families for so long at a time. You will be inspired by her also.

Merry Christmas!

2008-01-10T15:58:00.001-06:00

So this is our official Christmas Card picture this year. I was so excited about this picture- a way to include the baby with the kids. And since it's my last Christmas to be pregnant (God-Willing), I really wanted something special. And then I got some negative feedback. Some people may think this is inappropriate. Well, I am past that. I think the pregnanat belly is beautiful, and it's mostly covered anyway. So I hope you enjoy!! The insciption read, "God has blessed us with the greatest of gifts. We pray His gifts of mercy and grace for you this year."

And here are the kids in their Christmas best. I am again amazed at how grown up they are!

Prima Ballerina

2008-01-07T09:27:00.001-06:00

I am posting all about our Christmas and I know it is a little late, but we just returned from our trip Saturday night. I'll give it to you in a nutshell.

I must show you Madeline in her costumes. She not only performed at the Gazebo, but she was also in her school program as an angel. There were nine of them!! I about pulled my hair out, but the end result was so worth it. They were adorable!!

So then she also performed in her dance class that I teach outside of her school. For that one, she did the same Christmas dance from the night at the Gazebo, as well as a traditional ballet number. There were only six girls this time, so not so chaotic, although Madeline was the youngest. She is definitely only beginning, and got the movements most of the time, but also chose to stand there and watch part of the time. But nevertheless, she is my little Prima Ballerina!!

Christmas with Ms. Claus

2007-12-13T10:00:00.000-06:00

Well, the kids were a part of the Christmas parade in Nocona. Madeline's preschool decorated wagons and Charlie went along, too. Then they sang in the gazebo downtown, and Madeline's ballet class performed. Her first performance!! I was so proud! I still can't believe I am teaching my own daughter to dance! And soon, I'll have two! Afterwards, they were able to sit on Santa's lap. Our friend Debbie dresses as Ms. Claus every year and this year was very special as she has been pretty sick the past couple of months. In fact, we had not even seen her for about 8 weeks. So it was wonderful that she felt well enough to do something that she loves so much. And the kids were so excited to see her! As was I!! Please continue to pray for her that she will gain strength and get well enough to continue to live her life the way she wants.

Thanksgiving Fun and....Shopping!!

2007-11-24T21:05:00.000-06:00

Thanksgiving was a wonderful time for our family this year. Grandpa is here from Florida and we all went to my parent's house for a few days. Charlie and Madeline loved seeing their cousins, Jordan and Jared, and Charlie and Aunt Sharon seemed to hit it off especially well. The kids spent time in the Gameroom, the three dogs spent time fighting for attention, the guys watched football, and the ladies watched the sales. We had turkey and all the trimmings, including homemade Cranberry Sauce by Mom, and my late grandmother's Pumpkin Pie which Sharon made. The only thing missed was time with out of town families.

Then, Friday came. Mom and I had been looking forward to this day for over a week and made all our plans the day before. We got up at 4AM, left the house at 4:30, and proceded to Christmas shop for 11 hours!! It was tiring but oh, so much fun!! We started at Toys R Us at 5AM and went from there to Kohl's, Target, Wal-Mart, Sam's, Family Bookstore, Lowe's, Best Buy, the Mall, and Kirkland's Home. I cannot believe how much we accomplished even though we stood in line A LOT! (The longest was 2 hours at Kohl's.) But you know, it's worth it. I wish I knew exactly how much we saved by doing this because the deals were incredible. And the best part of it is the excitement of Christmas. I love buying gifts, hearing Christmas music playing on the speakers, smelling cinamon and pine scented potpourri, looking at all the decorations, watching other people get excited about Christmas, and even the rush and the crowds. But it is so easy to get caught up in this excitement that we forget the real excitement of Christmas. As fun as it is to give and receive gifts, we must remember the true Gift of Christmas. I only hope that among all the joy and fun of preparation and presents, we can instill in our kids that those things don't matter one bit. That the only real reason we celebrate Christmas is to celebrate the birth of Christ, our Savior. He is the true Gift.

Happy Thanksgiving from our family to yours!

It's A Girl!

2007-11-02T11:38:00.001-06:00

We finally found out that we are indeed having a girl! We are all so happy! Charlie actually wanted two sisters, and of course, Madeline wanted a girl. I was okay either way, already having one of each, but I must now admit that I really wanted another girl. I never had a sister and always wanted one. So I cannot wait to watch Madeline and her little sister grow up together. And Charlie will be the older, protective big brother.

I am still trying to iron out my difficulties with posting pictures, but I will at least keep updating anyway.

The Big Kindergartner!!

2007-08-29T13:02:00.000-06:00

Well, my "Sweetest Boy" is now officially all grown up! Or so it seems anyway. He started Kindergarten on Monday with his lunch box and backpack, a new school, new teacher, and new friends. We took lots of pictures which I will post soon, and he loved all of it. He had no problem being left there and I had to actually get his attention to tell him I was leaving. I blew him a kiss at his big-boy desk and left with a small feeling of emptiness. I have to go home without him? All day? How will I know what he's doing? How he's doing? What will Madeline and I do alone? (And sure enough I keep hearing, "There's no one to play with me." Bless her heart.) So when Charlie got in the van after school, I asked him how it was. "Mmm, not good." Oh no, I thought, he must have cried for me or something. But I asked why and he said, "Because I was silly." Yikes! Did my child get in trouble the first day?? After further questioning, we figured maybe he got a warning or just told to calm down. But we are working on this. He said he had fun in the Centers- coloring, blocks, play-dough, and art. He enjoyed lunch and rest time, had music class and PE, and played on the playground with his friend, Jase. So I guess all in all, it was a good experience for him. Can you believe all they fit into one day?? And so next week, we begin again with Madeline and Preschool. Ugh! They grow up too fast! The only consolation I have is that we have #3 on the way and we get to do it all over again. But these are still my babies and the sadness remains.

Feeling better...

2007-08-18T09:50:00.000-06:00

I haven't been around for a while because I have been pretty sick with this pregnancy. I think I spoke too soon in my last post. Anyway, after a few rough weeks, I am feeling better. I am still nauseous most of the time, but it is back to the "tolerable" level. I will be 12 weeks this Tuesday so we are happy about getting out of that first trimester. We went to the doctor two weeks ago and did an ultrasound. We saw the baby very clearly and it was moving it's little arms up and down. It also had a strong heartbeat which we both heard and saw. How exciting to know that the baby is okay and safe and snug inside my belly!! (Which is getting thicker and thicker...)

Charlie is beginning Kindergarten next week. I can't believe my little man is 5 years old and going to "big school!" We have school supplies all ready and we go to meet his teacher on Thursday. And Madeline starts Preschool September 4. She will be at Charlie's old school, and will be going on Tuesdays and Wednesdays. I am still teaching dance there and I am overjoyed to actually be teaching my own daughter dance!! Who would have thought?? Then on Wednesdays she will have piano like Charlie did. We go to Parent night this Tuesday, and a Play Day next Tuedsay for her.

Please continue to pray for our friend Debbie. She received a not-so-good report this week and now has to undergo radiation therapy every day for the next 5 weeks. This along with her chemo every other week. She is such a godly woman and firmly believes she is in God's hands. It is so easy for those of us who love her to be discouraged by the progression of her cancer, all the while she is contunually encouraged. She is truly an inspiration for all who come in contact with her. She is such an important part of our lives and we are blessed to be a part of hers.

Tracking Baby...

2007-07-10T10:29:00.001-06:00

Please scroll all the way down to track our new baby's development!

Technical Difficulties

2007-07-10T09:50:00.000-06:00

I am really trying to post about our San Antonio trip, but I am having troubles getting pictures posted for some reason. Bear with me, and I will hopefully figure this out!!

As for us, we are doing well. I have a little morning sickness, but it is still bearable. Charlie has changed his mind and now wants a baby brother, though says he will be happy if its a girl. Dave is away at children's camp- just one night, but next week he goes to Panama City Beach, Florida for a week for youth camp. Oh, the life of a Pastor's wife!! The summer is so busy for him and while I am so proud of him, I often find myself longing for his company. Especially now in the beginning of a pregnancy. But Mom will save the day and come spend part of next week with us. I am also getting ready for Dance Camp which is in two weeks. Pray that I will have more response than last year's 6 girls. I really feel God has allowed me to use my talent and passion in such a wonderful way- especially at my age. And I hope to continue it for a long time. But I need girls to want to take dance classes in Nocona. I will keep teaching as long as they keep coming- that's how I will know God is still affirming my call.

"Here we go!"

2007-06-28T16:11:00.000-06:00

That seems to be the end to my story as I tell everyone I know that we are expecting our third child! I am still in a state of shock I think, because we were neither trying nor preventing, and "here we go!" When I think of the reality of having three kids, I get completely overwhelmed. When I think of the aches and pains of pregnancy, I get completely overwhelmed. When I think of putting three kids through college, I get completely overwhelmed. But when I think of the fact that we put this decision in God's hands, getting off birth control, and neither deciding to or not to have another baby, and God gave us this baby, I am amazed. All babies are a miracle from God. And I know this baby is a miracle from God. But it's as if God has given me an answer to one question that I have been asking myself for months. "What if God has another baby for us?" Well, He does. And that makes this pregnancy even more special and wonderful.

Charlie and Madeline are very excited and both want a baby sister. Actually, Charlie wants twins. I promptly told him, "No!" but then I told him that it is God's decision if we have a boy or a girl or, even, twins. My life is about to be turned upside down either way, and I am at the same time excited, nervous, scared, overwhelmed, in shock, and so completely blown away by God's grace and faithfulness. As my friend Debbie always says, "What God brings us to, He'll carry us through!" I know this will be a wonderful addition to our family and yet another opportunity to fully depend on God for my every need.

"It'll be so long..."

2007-06-24T17:14:00.000-06:00

That's the statement from Charlie on several occasions this past week. "It'll be so long until Dad gets home." And my dutiful mother answer is "Oh, no it won't. It'll pass by before you know it!" Although the wife in me wants to answer, "I know and it's horrible!!" Well, someone has to be strong for the little ones just like our parents were strong for us. And mine were strong for me this week. Spending time with them has truly been a blessing and has indeed made the time pass more quickly. Tonight we returned home and are looking forward to tomorrow morning when our beloved daddy and husband returns from his travels. He had a successful trip even though the few times we were able to speak by phone were not enough. He preached, and the team visited many people, bring a precious few to Christ. They even got in some sight seeing and shopping. And as I write this they are in the air on their way home to us. Pray for safety in travels and thank you for your prayers for their health and a good trip. These prayers were answered and all are healthy. And of course there is already talk of returning next year!